I am in a good relationship, cannot complain at all and I know that i am lucky
However this new chick just moved to my street a year ago and we have been flirting and talking and i can tell she is into me and the fact that i live with my gf i think makes her even more into me if you know what i mean
Here is the thing. There is something about her that turns me on i cannot describe it, like an aura or chemistry. Something that my current gf doesn’t give me now or ever.
Another thing is she is a big athletic person and she comes home all sweaty from the gym and it turns me on while my gf i cannot even get her to go for a jog she is too lazy.
I feel this way more when i am on cycle. Over the past year i have ran 3 cycles and each time i fall more in love with her, but when i am off cycle i kinda want to avoid her cause i get jealous she has guys over that i know she is banging.
So it is a combination of jealousy, obsession and a lot of different emotions. Do you think steroids are messing with my head or am i just a crazy stalker who doesn’t know it
However this new chick just moved to my street a year ago and we have been flirting and talking and i can tell she is into me and the fact that i live with my gf i think makes her even more into me if you know what i mean
Here is the thing. There is something about her that turns me on i cannot describe it, like an aura or chemistry. Something that my current gf doesn’t give me now or ever.
Another thing is she is a big athletic person and she comes home all sweaty from the gym and it turns me on while my gf i cannot even get her to go for a jog she is too lazy.
I feel this way more when i am on cycle. Over the past year i have ran 3 cycles and each time i fall more in love with her, but when i am off cycle i kinda want to avoid her cause i get jealous she has guys over that i know she is banging.
So it is a combination of jealousy, obsession and a lot of different emotions. Do you think steroids are messing with my head or am i just a crazy stalker who doesn’t know it