Hi all,
Hoping to start a new chapter here. Have been dealing with low testosterone symptoms since I was about 18 years old (first time ever getting labs). Was in high 300s at 18 and now at 23 years old I am in the high 200s. For the last 5 years I have had a pathologically low libido and have dealt with lots of fatigue and lethargy. I have worked out consistently then inconsistenlty the last 4 years, with the main problem for having to stop in the gym back when I was in undergraduate was that the fatigue in the gym would make it impossible to study in the way I needed (Biology/Neuroscience, pre-med). I have run the gambit doing everything in my power to avoid TRT. I do have bipolar II, MDD, and GAD so this included everything from stopping all psychiatric medication to selectively adding some medication back, etc with no luck. Further I have used enclomiphene and HCG both with more side effects than symptom relief (none). The last time I ran enlcomiphene it was pharma grade from a clinic at 12.5mg daily for two months. My testosterone level at the end was still only low 500s. So now I am here! Sperm has been frozen and labs have been done.
I know it may be ill-advised, but I want to run to run a supraphysiologic dose for a short stint just because I have felt so low for so long. I am doing 280-300mg Test Cyp weekly, injected ED at at 40mg/day. I am using a 31G insulin needle (leftover from HCG), but should probably buy some 29G. I also pruchased 100x10mg anavar pills, but may not incorporate them at this time. Cycle began two days ago. AI on hand but will not use preemptively (estrogen already 17).
Gear came from domestic-supply and arrived in 3 days after ordering.
My stats now are 23 years-old/6'1", 167lbs/15-17% BF
My training is hypertrophy-focused, I don't care much for being strong anymore. I might get back into benching again. My all-time max was when I was 18 I got 315x3, but now could only likely do 225x1. I enjoy higher rep-ranges for smaller muscle groups in the 10-15 range and fo larger muscle groups prefer the 8-12 range. Legs have always been a struggle due to FAI/hip dysplasia/hip surgery + right knee medial mensicus tear that recently had an exacerbation with a likely posterior horn meniscal irritation / compression flare.
My training plan is as follows, but is subject to change based on studying needs while I prepare for med school admissions exam.
6 days a week:
Chest/back - chest focused
Arms/shoulders- biceps focused
Legs- Quad focused
Chest/back- back focused
arms/shoulders- triceps focused
legs- hammy focused.
Diet is currently 1400 calories with 140g protein/97carbs/54 fat. This was to lose weight before cycle to have a good starting point. Deciding if I should increase calories and put on some mass. I train at night and partition all my carbohydrates to the workout window. A bit insulin sensitive so go keto during day to maintain energy/focus. Maybe testosterone will help me be able to eat a carb without falling asleep.
Supplements/medications
1. Lamictal 100mg QHS
2. Trintellix 10mg QHS
3. Fish oil 2000mg EPA 1000mg DHA QHS
3. Magnesium Glycinate 400mg (elemental) QHS
4. NAC 200mg QD
5. Vitamin D + K2 5000iu QAM
6. Multivitamin (LifeExtensions One a Day) QHS
7. Trazadone 50mg QHS
8. Psyllium Husk Fiber (10g split into 2 doses, Kroger-brand sugar-free)
Picture is now, no flex.
Labs below:
Let me know if I did this correctly! New to the community- excited to be here!
Hoping to start a new chapter here. Have been dealing with low testosterone symptoms since I was about 18 years old (first time ever getting labs). Was in high 300s at 18 and now at 23 years old I am in the high 200s. For the last 5 years I have had a pathologically low libido and have dealt with lots of fatigue and lethargy. I have worked out consistently then inconsistenlty the last 4 years, with the main problem for having to stop in the gym back when I was in undergraduate was that the fatigue in the gym would make it impossible to study in the way I needed (Biology/Neuroscience, pre-med). I have run the gambit doing everything in my power to avoid TRT. I do have bipolar II, MDD, and GAD so this included everything from stopping all psychiatric medication to selectively adding some medication back, etc with no luck. Further I have used enclomiphene and HCG both with more side effects than symptom relief (none). The last time I ran enlcomiphene it was pharma grade from a clinic at 12.5mg daily for two months. My testosterone level at the end was still only low 500s. So now I am here! Sperm has been frozen and labs have been done.
I know it may be ill-advised, but I want to run to run a supraphysiologic dose for a short stint just because I have felt so low for so long. I am doing 280-300mg Test Cyp weekly, injected ED at at 40mg/day. I am using a 31G insulin needle (leftover from HCG), but should probably buy some 29G. I also pruchased 100x10mg anavar pills, but may not incorporate them at this time. Cycle began two days ago. AI on hand but will not use preemptively (estrogen already 17).
Gear came from domestic-supply and arrived in 3 days after ordering.
My stats now are 23 years-old/6'1", 167lbs/15-17% BF
My training is hypertrophy-focused, I don't care much for being strong anymore. I might get back into benching again. My all-time max was when I was 18 I got 315x3, but now could only likely do 225x1. I enjoy higher rep-ranges for smaller muscle groups in the 10-15 range and fo larger muscle groups prefer the 8-12 range. Legs have always been a struggle due to FAI/hip dysplasia/hip surgery + right knee medial mensicus tear that recently had an exacerbation with a likely posterior horn meniscal irritation / compression flare.
My training plan is as follows, but is subject to change based on studying needs while I prepare for med school admissions exam.
6 days a week:
Chest/back - chest focused
Arms/shoulders- biceps focused
Legs- Quad focused
Chest/back- back focused
arms/shoulders- triceps focused
legs- hammy focused.
Diet is currently 1400 calories with 140g protein/97carbs/54 fat. This was to lose weight before cycle to have a good starting point. Deciding if I should increase calories and put on some mass. I train at night and partition all my carbohydrates to the workout window. A bit insulin sensitive so go keto during day to maintain energy/focus. Maybe testosterone will help me be able to eat a carb without falling asleep.
Supplements/medications
1. Lamictal 100mg QHS
2. Trintellix 10mg QHS
3. Fish oil 2000mg EPA 1000mg DHA QHS
3. Magnesium Glycinate 400mg (elemental) QHS
4. NAC 200mg QD
5. Vitamin D + K2 5000iu QAM
6. Multivitamin (LifeExtensions One a Day) QHS
7. Trazadone 50mg QHS
8. Psyllium Husk Fiber (10g split into 2 doses, Kroger-brand sugar-free)
Picture is now, no flex.
Labs below:
Let me know if I did this correctly! New to the community- excited to be here!
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