Did I hour fasted cardio at 6 am plus half an hour of various upper body lightweight exercises .
Was done at a fast pace to keep heart rate up .
I think I like doing these light exercises in this manner really gets the heart pumping and I think I could plan out a set routine and make it even more fast paced .
Like a circuit , have a timer going and try to finish faster every time .obvisky the weights would be lifted in a controlled and safe manner , it’s the rest and moving between sets that you could shorten , and jogging instead of waking etc
Too bad it’s rare that I have more than 1 hour in the morning .
Started todays push session at 6 pm . Did the carrion warm up, did a good set of 5ending with a very easy 12 reps of 100 kg . I was disappointed at how easy Int was .
next was assisted dips .broke my shoe and the smoke came off as I was walking towards it .
Put the shoes in my locker .go down a level in weight . First set is easy .nice. 1 minute rest . Next set third dip bang . I broke a bolt that holds up seat
I fell off every one looked at me and the lunl alarm went off.
Slid bolt back in and started again . Did the set ,my phone slid off the top panel of the machine ,it’s actually a spit designed specifically for phones keys and water bottle. My phone apparently has a feature where it can do a back flip on its own and fly off the machine hitting the floor hard .
Phone stopped working . That’s why today no workout app .
Walked over to shoulder press seated machine . Did a warm up . Still clicking phone on and off to see if any life nothing.
Another set .asked front desk to try charging my phone
Final set , got to for and remembered my wife . Dropped the handles ram to the desk to check .
Nope not working . Guy said what’s wrong As phone run out to the car I said if am angry Lebanese women comes in looking for me , they’d my wife .
My wife has me on an app and checks my location regularly.
If I disappear online ,she goes for my stash of gear or my fishing rods .
She tried stabbing me a couple times too .
She hates it when I don’t answer the phone ,she thinks I’m up to something
Got home ,thank fuckshr hadn’t realised , told her the story …… and hell broke loose .
she’s been knocking me back for sex as she needs a couple days to heal after icicle her , broke the bed last week so we been floor fucking , even more brutal then before .
So most the week I got sex on the brain and frustration from not having release , she says I’m being toxic and aggressive.
She even said at one point that’s she hates when I’m confident in front of people . She denies she said it but she fucken did .
apparently I spend too much time in the gym . At the time I’m at gym ,she’s asleep tired on one of the coaches .I refuse to put my bum on the coach before 10 pm .
Why ? Why the fuck should I just sit on a couch .as for the morning , she leaves for work 10 mins before me . I go for an hour and then pack for the kids and scho, drop them off and go to work.
One of her brothers had stated taking steroids, we were talking about it for a while , she didn’t like that . So we have one thing in common . Told her I’ll go back to being the rude guy that don’t talk to her brothers at gatherings ..told her I understand and I’m sorry for taking time away from you and your brothers time that you spend together . Forgot that I’m just the outsider .
This is gonna cost them . One of those moments I can point later and say that’s why .
IM not angry . I’m happy . I didn’t realise I was being rude by involving my self I’m there family stuff.
Any way a little progress pic
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You know what hurts ? I’ve never gotten a compliment from her . Not once . Just an ever growing list of how I’ve destroyed her life . How much of an Asshole I am ,
And that’s suck my gut in for photos I put up on forum .
Any how, thank you to
@WildcatLabs for his mani mini sponsorship the last few weeks .
I was using his test e , mast e and tren e for the last 5 weeks . He also sent me a box of high I’ve put these compounds to good use I think , and the tren is starting to do a number on my mental state .as you can see from this post . I was taking 500 test e , 400mast e and 200 tren e .
The last week had been fucked up.
I’m making some very stupid decisions because sex is once more clouding my judgment .
If I continue the tren this log will turn into something this forum hasn’t witnessed yet .
Story time with tigar is almost ready to start up again . And that always ends up relay really bad .
So . Thank yo wild cat.
Your shit is potent as fuck .
I have some bloods done , already have the cholesterol and kidneys etc , cholesterol only slightly elevated, not bad for high fat diet while taking tren …. My body is fucken weird . Androgens still haven’t come back yet. I’ve never had mine looked at . Doctor is in for a shock .
Or maybe not . I think he’s highly suspects I am taking , he knows I have in the past .
Anyway , doses are to be lowered now .
This was just a little change of pace for a few weeks .
I’m temporarily using a shortly old phone that takes really bad photos . Screen is too small and frustrating for my hands so I’ll only post on it when I’m angry .
And I’m always angry .
This is your fault
@WildcatLabs your the one who gave me the tren I’ve been so well behaved for the last year or so
I won’t be talking about my sexcapades here .
Hopefully it’s only a day or 2 without the other phone . And hopefully by the end of the week the tren haze is gone .
I just woke up at night to type all this drizzle for fucks sake
I’m gonna come back and read it in few weeks