Day 32 on Reta
I have just sat through a pretty bad Flu for 7 days, I havnt worked out in 7 days, I havnt been boxing in almost 3 weeks due to my mum being on a cruise so I havnt been able to dump the kids on her so I really feel like I have been spinning my wheels for almost a month, I have also been somewhat angry at the world full of resentment (poor old
@HarleyGuy has been on the losing end of this)
I am 100% convinced Reta has kept me sober, I have zero desire to drink, I havnt been to a meeting in 10 or so days, I have barely been annoying
@HarleyGuy for well over a week, I have quite a bit of personal turmoil happening in the background and yet I can quite easily say to myself "what would drinking do to help?" to even not thinking about drinking at all and I can only believe that its because of Reta, for me to put soooo little effort in to my sobriety this early in the process and stay sober is impossible.
I wish I had access to 10 drunks and put them on Reta to confirm my belief; of course I sat there thinking about it rationally in relation to using a peptide to treat addiction which I certainly do not advise (meaning dont read this and think you will experience what I am experiencing, still go through the 'suggested steps') but for people that have to wait out the their Hedonic Levels to come back to normal which normally takes 12-18 months this could be a game changer!
It worried me at first thinking 'Yeah but your not dealing with the root cause' but long absences from using is still days/months/years in the bank so what I am probably surmising here is: Getting sober doesnt have to be so hard, do everything you should, attend meets, get a sponsor, do the steps but instead of physically/mentally struggling through it you can have Reta as well to get through it more easily.
Has anyone else experienced what I have experienced?
(THIS IS A DISCUSSION, NOT MEDICAL ADVICE, IF YOU ARE CURRENTLY IN ACTIVE RECOVERY DO NOT USE RETA ALONE AND THINK YOU ARE 'CURED')