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I can't stand working around toxic people like that I don't blame you for being upset trust me I've been there and done that
 
Here is my diet and training from yesterday, I have decided to have this weekend off of going to the gym, and I never do core enough, so I decided to compromise!
I know it says I didn’t eat lunch but I actually logged some of the stuff I ate fruit nuts a protein bar and some corn flakes for lunch under snacks and decided that with my protein shake that was me for the day,
178g protein
294g of carbs
117g of fat

I started a 22hr fast last night at about 10pm roughly, just trying to shred as much of the minimal fat I do have on my body
Does anyone have any tips to burn fat from my glutes and thighs? Other than a little on my stomach and arms, that’s basically where my fat is staying lol I’d like to get it the fuck gone 😂😂

I know I’m cheating for this photo but I can see an 8 pack coming to the surface 💪

309 push ups (obviously not at once)
100 body weight squats
130 bench dips
And pretty much a whole heap of core exercises 💪 I feel like I’m slowly coming back to my normal self maybe it’s just my ex being abit more reasonable with me… but I feel like I came good yesterday, either way whatever it is I’m starting to feel good again 💪
nice job
 
Yesterdays effort at the gym 💪

So I am going to @CxntsLying house (My Ex fiance and the mother of my 3 handsomely beautiful boys 18months, 3yrs and 13yrs) I’m going there to stay for the long weekend, i am abit worried about it but can’t stay away from the boys any longer!
I may not be able to make it to the gym but we will see
 

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Yesterdays effort at the gym 💪

So I am going to @CxntsLying house (My Ex fiance and the mother of my 3 handsomely beautiful boys 18months, 3yrs and 13yrs) I’m going there to stay for the long weekend, i am abit worried about it but can’t stay away from the boys any longer!
I may not be able to make it to the gym but we will see
@Hazardsz good training and diet stay strong

I saw your discussion with @CxntsLying and I understand it's hard, I hope you are able to find a middle ground with her. Try to get her into fitness and logging, maybe can change her life, we welcome her to the evolutionary.org family. :)
 
Finally my gym is back open!!!

Had abit of a late day at work and a shit one at that to! This older cocksucker had been an absolute wanker to me, as I lower the combustion engine scissor lift (I say combustion engine for context because electric ones are quiet I just yell out “coming down” to let anyone know I’m lowering it) but this combustion engine one is a diesel so it’s loud, so as I lower it I beep the horn quickly and shortly twice to let anyone below me know I’m coming down so I don’t come down on top of them, but this cunt had a go at me and said you beep that horn at me again and I’ll ram it up your arse, ( also this bloke has been extremely rude and disrespectful to me since I’ve been on this site but any time before I let it go because he is one of the leading hands that work for the company that subcontracted me) but when he said this this time, I said “I don’t know what makes you feel so important to think I’d beep my horn AT you, I have literally Done this everytime bar times I’m not working above people, I do it for a safety reason and if you have a problem with that go take it up with someone else”
He then proceeded to say “anytime you wanna have a go let me know”
so I was like “yeah same bud, you might be 6foot 3inches but I’ve fought younger and bigger people and nearly won” and left it at that and went to cool off, I stewed on it for a while and on my way back I decided to tell him what I thought and felt
When I got back to my crew I was working with, I directly approached him and said “I don’t know who the fuck you think you are but not you not anyone gets to speak to me like that, if you think I am intimidated by you, you’re fooling yourself bud.” He then priceeed to act like a deadset little kid for the rest of the day.

Sorry not really relevant but I guess I needed to vent and share why I am abit pissed, why work run abit longer today which ultimately caused me to not have eniugh time to do a few drop sets like I have been for the last few weeeks

Rant over

Also I weighed myself today and I am 74kg (163.14 LBS) which seems like I have plateaued over the last few weeks but I am looking heaps “leaner” As well as my muscles are bigger, so essentially it just means I’m losing fat yeah?
That dude sounds like a dick
 
great news with your gym bro
 
Had a good couple sessions in the last 12-14hours, I haven’t been logging my diet, and haven’t been fucked upload the other sessions I did, my work has been put off for up to 4weeks so all the other trades can catch up 😂
I have had so much going on, I’m sort of lost at the moment I have nowhere, no one and nothing 😂😂😂
 

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Had a good couple sessions in the last 12-14hours, I haven’t been logging my diet, and haven’t been fucked upload the other sessions I did, my work has been put off for up to 4weeks so all the other trades can catch up 😂
I have had so much going on, I’m sort of lost at the moment I have nowhere, no one and nothing 😂😂😂
Looking good brother
 
Had a good couple sessions in the last 12-14hours, I haven’t been logging my diet, and haven’t been fucked upload the other sessions I did, my work has been put off for up to 4weeks so all the other trades can catch up 😂
I have had so much going on, I’m sort of lost at the moment I have nowhere, no one and nothing 😂😂😂
@Hazardsz did you eat big protein? i see no log too bad

you're lost what happened? we are here for you, we are your EVO family
are you alright?

but you look amazing , power look
 
monstro wants to remind you I once ran over a guy at work so it can't get any worse than that
 
keep your chin up and don't let outside things influence you
 
stay positive don't start going down the wrong rabbit hole
 
my advice is consolidate things in your life
 
don't take on too much stuff that's what drives people crazy
 
Hey guys, sorry I have been super busy with this separation, and moving houses and all sorts, I quit my job and went back home, everything is all fucked up, but it is safe to say I have been still focusing on the gym and eating well, I have seen a big improvement in my lower body and core which is great, I feel like I’ve plateaued abit with my upper body, but then I’ll goto the gym get pumped and feel fine 😂
Todays tricep session
And exercises that have more than 15reps are drop sets
 

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Diet for today to, I haven’t even been logging my diet since I came back here today was the first day, I seem to be leaning tf out which isn’t bad
 

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Hey guys, sorry I have been super busy with this separation, and moving houses and all sorts, I quit my job and went back home, everything is all fucked up, but it is safe to say I have been still focusing on the gym and eating well, I have seen a big improvement in my lower body and core which is great, I feel like I’ve plateaued abit with my upper body, but then I’ll goto the gym get pumped and feel fine 😂
Todays tricep session
And exercises that have more than 15reps are drop sets
@Hazardsz training is back welcome back

Diet for today to, I haven’t even been logging my diet since I came back here today was the first day, I seem to be leaning tf out which isn’t bad
do it diet it hard more protein needed
 
Todays dietary and training efforts, I’ve managed to increase my gym days to 6 days a week, I’m generally in the gym for 1.5-2hours a day, I came to the conclusion that I had to increase lower body training to 2 days a week, I did LB Monday and today (Thursday) but am thinking that’s a good spread,I sort of need to make a schedule of what muscle groups on what days

I am getting a dexa scan done in the next week or two, the bodybuilder that does them and has the machine that does the scan, reckons as a guess I’d be 8-10%BF
But am keen to seen data
 

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change sucks sometimes but in the end change can definitely be good

also with protein I always tell guys to average 120g per day for a 200 pound person. if they are bulking or trying to get stronger. for maintenance you don't need that amount

other guys believe in high protein but I'm telling you scientifically you just don't need as much protein as people think
 
a change sucks sometimes but in the end change can definitely be good

also with protein I always tell guys to average 120g per day for a 200 pound person. if they are bulking or trying to get stronger. for maintenance you don't need that amount

other guys believe in high protein but I'm telling you scientifically you just don't need as much protein as people think
Thanks for clearing that up because I thought even 200g (which is what I was trying to hit) was excessive
 
In all honesty do I need more than 280g of protein daily??
@Hazardsz you're fairly lean so I think you utilize the protein well and you can make more gains long term with a positive nitrogen balance so yes you do
but you dont need to load up on steak just 1-2 more protein shakes will put you over the edge
 
for the goals you're looking to do 200 grams is good
 
keep up the good work man
 
for what you're trying to do 150 grams of protein is plenty
 
starting new somewhere fresh is always a pain at first but then it can end up being an awesome experience
 
Hey guys, sorry I have been super busy with this separation, and moving houses and all sorts, I quit my job and went back home, everything is all fucked up, but it is safe to say I have been still focusing on the gym and eating well, I have seen a big improvement in my lower body and core which is great, I feel like I’ve plateaued abit with my upper body, but then I’ll goto the gym get pumped and feel fine 😂
Todays tricep session
And exercises that have more than 15reps are drop sets
Glad to see you’re staying consistent with training.
 
Todays diet and training, had abit of a slack day eating, haven’t had my normal breakfast in like 2or3 days, but other than that everything’s going well, I don’t have much to focus on anymore and have a lot of time to myself, so I’m engaging in courses to better my parenting as well as dealing and thriving through separation and a wellbeing course as well as engaging in therapy, I’ve got a lot of things to better about myself the physical side was just the start, but yeah, I managed to bring my e2 right down which is good because I was starting to feel it in my head
 

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Hey guys, sorry I have been super busy with this separation, and moving houses and all sorts, I quit my job and went back home, everything is all fucked up, but it is safe to say I have been still focusing on the gym and eating well, I have seen a big improvement in my lower body and core which is great, I feel like I’ve plateaued abit with my upper body, but then I’ll goto the gym get pumped and feel fine 😂
Todays tricep session
And exercises that have more than 15reps are drop sets
good work
 
Todays diet and training, had abit of a slack day eating, haven’t had my normal breakfast in like 2or3 days, but other than that everything’s going well, I don’t have much to focus on anymore and have a lot of time to myself, so I’m engaging in courses to better my parenting as well as dealing and thriving through separation and a wellbeing course as well as engaging in therapy, I’ve got a lot of things to better about myself the physical side was just the start, but yeah, I managed to bring my e2 right down which is good because I was starting to feel it in my head
@Hazardsz better parenting is the way
try your best to really change your life

and your e2 whats the level now?
 
hey guys sorry i have smashed my phone :cry:

Yesterdays Training:
BICEPS

Bi curls: 45kg x 10reps 50kg x 10reps, 50kgs x 9Reps DROPSET 50kg/40kg/30kg/20kg x 30reps
Hammer Curls: 45kg x 10reps, 50kgs x 10reps, 54kg x 7reps
Reverse Curls: 36kg x 10reps, 38kg x 7 reps, 41kg x 9reps
Close Hand Bi Curls: 45kg x 10reps, 50kg x 9 reps, 54kg x 7reps
Spider Curls: 25kg x 9reps, 25kg x 9reps, 25kg x 9reps
Incline Curls: 20kg x 8reps, 20kg x 7 reps, 20kg x 7reps
Preacher Curls 35kg x 6 reps, 35kg x 6reps, 35kg x 7reps
Concentration Curls: 25kg x 8reps, 25kg x 7reps, 25kg x 7reps
Wrist Curls: 15kg x 10 (ea), 15kg x 10 (ea), 15kg x 10 (ea)

Todays Training:
LEGS

Leg Press: 126kg x 10reps, 144kg x 10reps, 153kg x 8reps, 162kg x 6reps
Hip Abd: 84kg x 10reps, 90kg x 10reps, 77kg x 10reps (full ext. Slow - and +)
Hip Add 57kg x 10reps, 63kg x 10reps, 50kg x 10reps (full ext. Slow - and +)
Leg Ext.: 57kg x 10reps, 63kg x 10reps, 70kg x 8reps
Leg Curl: 36kg x 10reps, 43kg x 9reps, 43kg x 10reps
Deadlift: 80kg x 10reps, 80kg x 10reps, 90kg x 7reps, 90kg x 7reps
Standing Calf Raise: 90kg x 10reps, 90kgs x 12reps, 90kg x 12reps, 100kg x 8reps
HipThrust: 63kg x 8reps, 63kg x 10reps, 63kg x 10reps, 73kgp x 10reps
Hack Squat: 127kg x 10reps, 137kg x 10reps, 137kg x 7reps, 130kg x 12reps
Glute Kickbacks: 14kg x 8reps(ea),14kg x 8reps(ea), 14kg x 7reps(ea), 14kg x 7reps(ea)


this'll be the format i write in for a while
if theres any issues lmk ill switch it up
 
hey guys sorry i have smashed my phone :cry:

Yesterdays Training:
BICEPS

Bi curls: 45kg x 10reps 50kg x 10reps, 50kgs x 9Reps DROPSET 50kg/40kg/30kg/20kg x 30reps
Hammer Curls: 45kg x 10reps, 50kgs x 10reps, 54kg x 7reps
Reverse Curls: 36kg x 10reps, 38kg x 7 reps, 41kg x 9reps
Close Hand Bi Curls: 45kg x 10reps, 50kg x 9 reps, 54kg x 7reps
Spider Curls: 25kg x 9reps, 25kg x 9reps, 25kg x 9reps
Incline Curls: 20kg x 8reps, 20kg x 7 reps, 20kg x 7reps
Preacher Curls 35kg x 6 reps, 35kg x 6reps, 35kg x 7reps
Concentration Curls: 25kg x 8reps, 25kg x 7reps, 25kg x 7reps
Wrist Curls: 15kg x 10 (ea), 15kg x 10 (ea), 15kg x 10 (ea)

Todays Training:
LEGS

Leg Press: 126kg x 10reps, 144kg x 10reps, 153kg x 8reps, 162kg x 6reps
Hip Abd: 84kg x 10reps, 90kg x 10reps, 77kg x 10reps (full ext. Slow - and +)
Hip Add 57kg x 10reps, 63kg x 10reps, 50kg x 10reps (full ext. Slow - and +)
Leg Ext.: 57kg x 10reps, 63kg x 10reps, 70kg x 8reps
Leg Curl: 36kg x 10reps, 43kg x 9reps, 43kg x 10reps
Deadlift: 80kg x 10reps, 80kg x 10reps, 90kg x 7reps, 90kg x 7reps
Standing Calf Raise: 90kg x 10reps, 90kgs x 12reps, 90kg x 12reps, 100kg x 8reps
HipThrust: 63kg x 8reps, 63kg x 10reps, 63kg x 10reps, 73kgp x 10reps
Hack Squat: 127kg x 10reps, 137kg x 10reps, 137kg x 7reps, 130kg x 12reps
Glute Kickbacks: 14kg x 8reps(ea),14kg x 8reps(ea), 14kg x 7reps(ea), 14kg x 7reps(ea)


this'll be the format i write in for a while
if theres any issues lmk ill switch it up
@Hazardsz your volume is hardcore LOVE IT
why did you smash phone?
do more cardio if you can
 
@Hazardsz your volume is hardcore LOVE IT
why did you smash phone?
do more cardio if you can
i try to do 3-4sets of 8ish exercises, sometimes i like to do dropsets for the fourth set of some things exercises

i smashed my phone out of a loss of control of my emotions (anger, sadness, confusion, guilt)

yeah i know i need heaps more cardio, back in VIC i started muay thai and brazilian jujitsu, and they were both great cardio workouts, ive actually enquired about joining a club at home and throw it into the mix
 
hey guys sorry i have smashed my phone :cry:

Yesterdays Training:
BICEPS

Bi curls: 45kg x 10reps 50kg x 10reps, 50kgs x 9Reps DROPSET 50kg/40kg/30kg/20kg x 30reps
Hammer Curls: 45kg x 10reps, 50kgs x 10reps, 54kg x 7reps
Reverse Curls: 36kg x 10reps, 38kg x 7 reps, 41kg x 9reps
Close Hand Bi Curls: 45kg x 10reps, 50kg x 9 reps, 54kg x 7reps
Spider Curls: 25kg x 9reps, 25kg x 9reps, 25kg x 9reps
Incline Curls: 20kg x 8reps, 20kg x 7 reps, 20kg x 7reps
Preacher Curls 35kg x 6 reps, 35kg x 6reps, 35kg x 7reps
Concentration Curls: 25kg x 8reps, 25kg x 7reps, 25kg x 7reps
Wrist Curls: 15kg x 10 (ea), 15kg x 10 (ea), 15kg x 10 (ea)

Todays Training:
LEGS

Leg Press: 126kg x 10reps, 144kg x 10reps, 153kg x 8reps, 162kg x 6reps
Hip Abd: 84kg x 10reps, 90kg x 10reps, 77kg x 10reps (full ext. Slow - and +)
Hip Add 57kg x 10reps, 63kg x 10reps, 50kg x 10reps (full ext. Slow - and +)
Leg Ext.: 57kg x 10reps, 63kg x 10reps, 70kg x 8reps
Leg Curl: 36kg x 10reps, 43kg x 9reps, 43kg x 10reps
Deadlift: 80kg x 10reps, 80kg x 10reps, 90kg x 7reps, 90kg x 7reps
Standing Calf Raise: 90kg x 10reps, 90kgs x 12reps, 90kg x 12reps, 100kg x 8reps
HipThrust: 63kg x 8reps, 63kg x 10reps, 63kg x 10reps, 73kgp x 10reps
Hack Squat: 127kg x 10reps, 137kg x 10reps, 137kg x 7reps, 130kg x 12reps
Glute Kickbacks: 14kg x 8reps(ea),14kg x 8reps(ea), 14kg x 7reps(ea), 14kg x 7reps(ea)


this'll be the format i write in for a while
if theres any issues lmk ill switch it up
Just paid to get my back up fixed... expensive
 
don't worry about the separation
 
now you have an opportunity to meet new people so it's not that bad
 
bro I got lots of kids parenting is never easy and nobody knows how to do it
I owe lots of child support and they gonna take me back to the clink if I don't pay it
 
hopefully you can let out some anger the right way
 
i'm hoping you can update us and tell us in a month you had 0 outbursts
 
Phones not cheap
 
hey guys sorry i have smashed my phone :cry:

Yesterdays Training:
BICEPS

Bi curls: 45kg x 10reps 50kg x 10reps, 50kgs x 9Reps DROPSET 50kg/40kg/30kg/20kg x 30reps
Hammer Curls: 45kg x 10reps, 50kgs x 10reps, 54kg x 7reps
Reverse Curls: 36kg x 10reps, 38kg x 7 reps, 41kg x 9reps
Close Hand Bi Curls: 45kg x 10reps, 50kg x 9 reps, 54kg x 7reps
Spider Curls: 25kg x 9reps, 25kg x 9reps, 25kg x 9reps
Incline Curls: 20kg x 8reps, 20kg x 7 reps, 20kg x 7reps
Preacher Curls 35kg x 6 reps, 35kg x 6reps, 35kg x 7reps
Concentration Curls: 25kg x 8reps, 25kg x 7reps, 25kg x 7reps
Wrist Curls: 15kg x 10 (ea), 15kg x 10 (ea), 15kg x 10 (ea)

Todays Training:
LEGS

Leg Press: 126kg x 10reps, 144kg x 10reps, 153kg x 8reps, 162kg x 6reps
Hip Abd: 84kg x 10reps, 90kg x 10reps, 77kg x 10reps (full ext. Slow - and +)
Hip Add 57kg x 10reps, 63kg x 10reps, 50kg x 10reps (full ext. Slow - and +)
Leg Ext.: 57kg x 10reps, 63kg x 10reps, 70kg x 8reps
Leg Curl: 36kg x 10reps, 43kg x 9reps, 43kg x 10reps
Deadlift: 80kg x 10reps, 80kg x 10reps, 90kg x 7reps, 90kg x 7reps
Standing Calf Raise: 90kg x 10reps, 90kgs x 12reps, 90kg x 12reps, 100kg x 8reps
HipThrust: 63kg x 8reps, 63kg x 10reps, 63kg x 10reps, 73kgp x 10reps
Hack Squat: 127kg x 10reps, 137kg x 10reps, 137kg x 7reps, 130kg x 12reps
Glute Kickbacks: 14kg x 8reps(ea),14kg x 8reps(ea), 14kg x 7reps(ea), 14kg x 7reps(ea)


this'll be the format i write in for a while
if theres any issues lmk ill switch it up
@Hazardsz Solid updates dude........
 
So, I’ve just been released from prison, had to fight some false allegations my ex put on me, the prosecution threw the case out of court, I still spent pretty much my whole PCT in jail, at first I felt pretty lousy, but will get some blood tests done and start a new cycle, I put on abut of fat, as well as lost muscle tone, pretty much back to square one, well at least it feels like it, being away gave me time to evaluate my needs, wants, priorities and how to do it all, when I get back to it (VERY SOON) I’ll start a new thread

I hope everyone’s been well
 
So, I’ve just been released from prison, had to fight some false allegations my ex put on me, the prosecution threw the case out of court, I still spent pretty much my whole PCT in jail, at first I felt pretty lousy, but will get some blood tests done and start a new cycle, I put on abut of fat, as well as lost muscle tone, pretty much back to square one, well at least it feels like it, being away gave me time to evaluate my needs, wants, priorities and how to do it all, when I get back to it (VERY SOON) I’ll start a new thread

I hope everyone’s been well
@Hazardsz that EX with the drug issues right?

happy to see you back but strange situation bro tell us more
 
So, I’ve just been released from prison, had to fight some false allegations my ex put on me, the prosecution threw the case out of court, I still spent pretty much my whole PCT in jail, at first I felt pretty lousy, but will get some blood tests done and start a new cycle, I put on abut of fat, as well as lost muscle tone, pretty much back to square one, well at least it feels like it, being away gave me time to evaluate my needs, wants, priorities and how to do it all, when I get back to it (VERY SOON) I’ll start a new thread

I hope everyone’s been well
anytime there are kids involved people will do what they can to make the other person look bad. you gotta be careful who you choose to live life with, they can get you in a heap of trouble. both friends and spouses you choose. i've been through some crazy ex stuff too, happens to all of us.
 
@Hazardsz that EX with the drug issues right?

happy to see you back but strange situation bro tell us more
Yeah we both had drug issues in the past, but I cleaned up my act.
I can’t really say much as it may be perceived as harassment towards her, and she’ll just have me arrested.
It is a strange situation I’ve just gotta keep my head up, focused and moving forward.

It won’t let me speak to my kids or anything it’s been selling drugs from the house and all sorts 👻

But like I said I’ve just gotta keep pushing forwards, and get back to where I was + more, I’ve engaged in therapy and mediation, now it’s just a waiting game
 
How many days did u serve?
only 6weeks this time my friend, I have served 22months 4weeks out back for another 10months but that was before I had kids, I really pulled my head in at that point but then I let her unravel all my hard work, well I let myself unravel it all, I pray she finds the strength to abstain but there’s nothing more I can do for her (you can take a horse to water but you can’t make it drink)

I have to stay focused and on a good path for my boys
 
Yeah we both had drug issues in the past, but I cleaned up my act.
I can’t really say much as it may be perceived as harassment towards her, and she’ll just have me arrested.
It is a strange situation I’ve just gotta keep my head up, focused and moving forward.

It won’t let me speak to my kids or anything it’s been selling drugs from the house and all sorts 👻

But like I said I’ve just gotta keep pushing forwards, and get back to where I was + more, I’ve engaged in therapy and mediation, now it’s just a waiting game
@Hazardsz hopefully you get this resolved bro soon

make sure to stay clean

only 6weeks this time my friend, I have served 22months 4weeks out back for another 10months but that was before I had kids, I really pulled my head in at that point but then I let her unravel all my hard work, well I let myself unravel it all, I pray she finds the strength to abstain but there’s nothing more I can do for her (you can take a horse to water but you can’t make it drink)

I have to stay focused and on a good path for my boys
are you back training bro? share with us
hows the diet?
 
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