Forum Log Update – Ending the Cycle 3 Week Early
Hey guys,
Sorry I’ve been MIA for a little while. Honestly, I just haven’t felt like checking in — the side effects really got the better of me, and I was too disheartened by how things were going. I didn’t want to come in here with negativity, but now that I’ve had a bit of time to think, I wanted to give you all a proper update.
Latest Measurements (April 04)
Here’s where I landed on my last check-in:
- Weight: 75kg
- Neck: 39.5cm
- Shoulders: 122.5cm
- Chest: 107cm
- Biceps (L/R): 36.4cm / 37cm
- Forearms (L/R): 29cm / 29cm
- Waist: 97cm
- Hips: 98.5cm
- Thighs (L/R): 54.5cm / 55cm
- Calves (L/R): 38cm / 38cm
Compared to my last update on March 17, it’s pretty clear things have started moving in the wrong direction, actually I am smaller than when I started this cycle. Weight is down 2kg, thighs and shoulders shrunk slightly, and overall tightness and strength just haven’t been there. Some of this is water loss, some likely inflammation dropping — but overall, I’ve felt like I’ve been fighting my own body every step of the way.
Side Effects Since Last Update
This is where the cycle fell apart for me. I’ve had an absolute onslaught of side effects since the last post:
- Severe injection site inflammation – One glute got so red, hot, and swollen I was seriously worried it was turning into an abscess. I am seeing a Dr today as I believe I need antibiotics asap. This is not from bad practice but a sterile abscess in my opinion, likely a reaction to the oil.
- Recurring liver pain – Dull to sharp discomfort under my right rib.
- Chronic Achilles tendon pain – I can barely walk properly without aggravating the tendon-calf junction. Can’t even go up on my toes anymore and haven't been able to train legs in over a month.
- Swelling in my legs, hands, and ankles – Constant water retention that made my joints ache and fingers feel puffy every morning.
- Persistent diarrhea – Daily since the start of the cycle. Nothing resolved it.
- Chest tightness and shortness of breath – Came and went, likely tied to liver or systemic stress.
- Severe fatigue, weakness in arms – Some days I felt like I couldn’t lift at all, today I could barely drive.
- Estrogen rollercoaster – Aromasin helped, but the sore lump under my left nipple never really shrank, and estrogen rebound made me feel awful whenever I adjusted dosing.
- Hot flushes, shivers – Like flu symptoms some days, totally random, I think this is abscess-related.
- Indigestion and heartburn – Constantly relying on antacids to get through the day, lessened after removing the Anavar early but still remained overall.
I think the real breaking point was when I realised I was still getting weaker — not stronger — and I couldn’t even stick to my training routine because of how wrecked I felt and the risk of injury to my tendons.
Honest Thoughts
The truth is:
the gear does what it’s meant to do. I don’t blame the compounds. The strength gains I
should have gotten were there on paper — my body just
rejected it this time. Whether it’s genetics, stress, gut issues, or something else, I’m clearly not tolerating these levels anymore.
I had big plans for this cycle, but the side effects have been
too severe and too constant, and my actual results just don’t justify continuing. I’ve decided to
end the cycle early and go back to
basic TRT — 1ml Test E per week and cut all other compounds
effective immediately.
The Plan Now
I’m going into
full recovery mode for the next
3 months. I’ll focus on:
- Healing my liver and gut
- Rebuilding tendon health (Achilles, knees)
- Stabilising hormones
- Getting back to my regular energy levels and clean diet
- Resetting physically and mentally
Final Note
To anyone reading — don’t take this as a warning against using gear. It works, and for many people it works great. But listen to your body. If your health starts to tank, no gains are worth it. I’ve pushed through some hard cycles in the past, but this one broke me.
Thanks to everyone who’s followed along. Sorry to disappoint, this cycle started off amazing, I felt superhuman, but then I just crumbled. I just can not wait to start feeling human again.