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you need a big social media presence for a lot of jobs these days where you need a lot of viewership
 
yeah you're not gonna be able to get into the entertainment industry unless you have a big social media following
 
I think you should start up your own internet company and do porn that way
 
some of my girlfriends are doing the only fans thing that's probably your best bet
 
I think that porn is dead in 2024 it's all independent now
 
post up some more pictures of nature
 
work schedule definitely sounds pretty stressful
Night shifts are 1-11 Those are perfect cuz my PT is on my way to work so I train 1130-1230
Plus I can sleep in, and have the
Or k g to eat prepare lunch tske my supplements and pre workout and do the house chores or my walk.

The mornings ruin my life. I can’t sleep at 8 pm I don’t get to sleep till midnight alarm is 330am ima zombie all day 5a-3p then it’s im
In rush hour tunnel traffic (rush here is literally 2-730 it’s ridiculous but since Covid no one is using transit and everyone is on Flex Time all over the place. It’s funny the news keeps saying everyone is leaving California… no they haven’t left they are just hiding in the Caldecott tunnel)

And the sked is different every week and I’m also in call last minute to cover sick calls.

This is a schedule for 20 year old not a 60 year old. My ass is 🥱 tired of working period.

I have been getting weekends off a lot but PT available.

I’m also going to have to start skipping a month of PT here and there cuz I can’t afford it.
My fwb did sing up with him and he’s charging him more. 875 a month for 12 sessions. I pay 825. I hope there’s not another increase looming.. he’s also gonna charge him for the body scans ( he didn’t charge me) so I told my bf Just do like 90 the first three nonetheless for a jump start to get you going.

This progress is coming to an end. Well maybe one month on one month off will keep me in shape I can double up again tight before next summer.

I’m going to shop around for a cheaper PT but I’m unlikely to beat 68 bucks an hour anywhere inthe Bay Area.. I’ll worry about that after the Palm Springs trip. I can have my one last woo hoo looking good while I’m there . 💪
 
post up some more pictures of nature
I haven’t been doing my walks. But I’m sure all do something this weekend. I’m kinda bored with what’s around here. ( yes I’m very spoiled with the nature I have access too cuz theyes even better nature to walk in if I venture out further. I’m just ima funk this week. Next week NYC so no nature just concrete🤪
 
I think that porn is dead in 2024 it's all independent now
It’s def fine in that direction. And I’m not tech savvy enough nor do I have time to build a social media presence. I can’t even stand social media and don’t use it.
I’m just going to have to stop training so I can pay the bills.
 
man if I lived in California I would be barbecuing every single day the weather is beautiful
Yes we do have outdoor activities year round although the rainy season can be wet or dry. Sometimes we get summer in February.

The weather patterns now are completely fucked ip compared how it was in the 70s 80s 90s Our patterns were super predictable.
Now we get summer in winter and rain in summer and the fog is disappearing ( although there is still enough to ruin beach days consistently 🤪)
Of course it’s much nicer in SoCal where it’s pretty much summer year round.
 
ribeye is a good cut of steak but I think it's overrated and hard to cook properly
It’s also very fatty. The NY is leaner. Sirloin is lean but too tough. And all the other stuff I don’t know how to cook without it being tough.
 
bro I hate getting up early but I gotta do it because I got children to support
It ruins my whole day. I may not stay in this position if I can get my old one back. But I’ll give it more time for now
 
ribeye is a good cut of steak but I think it's overrated and hard to cook properly
I like filet but can’t afford it.
What I’ve been craving and haven’t had in years is prime rib But I gotta go out for that no idea how to cook it.
 
you need a big social media presence for a lot of jobs these days where you need a lot of viewership
I don’t use any social media I think it’s very destructive and has completely fucked up our society.
 
some of my girlfriends are doing the only fans thing that's probably your best bet
I had to figure what kind of content. Maybe my fwb would help. I do have a phone listing in niteflirt that, when I was attending to it, made a few hundred a month for VERY easy work.
 
man if I lived in California I would be barbecuing every single day the weather is beautiful
It’s amazing today. Also the Pacific Ocean gives our sky a very specific blue color especially right in the city and coast
because we don’t have any humidity.

I’m really ready for SoCal tho less rain Warner and very limited marine layer so it’s real beach weather.

Who’s been to muscle beach? ( Venice)
 

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I think you should start up your own internet company and do porn that way
I never even figured out Twitter . ( which is a cesspool of bullshit anyway and kook who owns it)

But no tech for me. I’m from the 80s When telephones were attached to the wall in your kitchen and if you wanted to hook you had to get dressed go to a bar buy someone a drink and have a face to face conversation. And I you wanted porn you had to go to a store and buy it printed on paper lol.
 
I never even figured out Twitter . ( which is a cesspool of bullshit anyway and kook who owns it)

But no tech for me. I’m from the 80s When telephones were attached to the wall in your kitchen and if you wanted to hook you had to get dressed go to a bar buy someone a drink and have a face to face conversation. And I you wanted porn you had to go to a store and buy it printed on paper lol.
we dont use social media bro its toxic
EVO family here always supportive :)
 
Steak sounds amazing right now.
Breakfast lunch or dinner steak is always good.
Probably not healthy to eat every day nor can anyone afford that but it just feels like better protein than chicken.
I mean good fried chicken is great
But this skinless boneless breast and thigh bs Just taste slimy
 
So trainer was impressed with fulls set of “Arnold’s up to 40 pound dumbells today he said I should “ tell the Bros” cuz that’s good so I’m telling the Bros.
To be honest it wasn’t even hard but I’m limited by this chronic right arm tendon pain that is really getting I the way

I’m waiting for PT to send my pics and session sheet for today

We did skull crush and some kind of incline fly thing and Arnold’s and something else

All super setting which is getting me reits

Oh yes front raises too. 💪👍
 
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we dont use social media bro its toxic
EVO family here always supportive :)
I was just arguing with my husband trying to make him understand we are no longer safe here. Not only are we going to lose our marriage rights but people are gong to start confronting us in public and violence is increasing.
I see it. He doesn’t believe it but he’s only been in the country for 20 years and only in California and he’s ten years younger than. I however remebwr very clearly how it was and I know where it’s going and we are not going to be safe here. Personally I’d feel safer in Puerto Vallarta but I can’t convince him. And considering his central ameican stays I’d even more concerned. California will protect our rights but can not violence.
Just what I need is one more god damn thing to worry about.
I know how Americans think. And I know we are in trouble.
Who knows I might wind up living in Guatemala with his family lol. It’s really beautiful there. But it looks a little boring.
 
Trainer sent the vids from today the wrong way so they are very blurry. I just grabs a couple screen shots. And he didn’t send the list of what we did yet.

Anyway it’s official my fwb signed up for PT with my PT. So I’m really happy.

Of course that means my PT teaches my husbands CrossFit classes and my fwb for PT


I’m taking august off training to save money. Plus I’ll be in vacation one week and trainer will be in Maui the week after for a Spartan.
I dont think a month off will do too much damage 🙀
 

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If you’re using the psyllium husk fiber… fyi it goes best with cranberry juice. I was using orange juice but cranberry covers the taste the best.
 

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yeah you're not gonna be able to get into the entertainment industry unless you have a big social media following
Well I don’t have time or resources or tech knowledge for any of that.

I remember in the 80s we were so excited about the future. Now we’re here and and its a dumpster fire. Not what we had in mind.

I need a way to pay for my training that doesn’t take up all my time or I’m going to have to quit.

I should attend to my niteflirt account and get that going again.

The best gig was our house up near south shore Tahoe. I had spare rooms I rented by the night and made an easy grand a month. AND everything even my coffee became a write off.

Right now the plan is to train every other month. Starting in August.
 
I was just arguing with my husband trying to make him understand we are no longer safe here. Not only are we going to lose our marriage rights but people are gong to start confronting us in public and violence is increasing.
I see it. He doesn’t believe it but he’s only been in the country for 20 years and only in California and he’s ten years younger than. I however remebwr very clearly how it was and I know where it’s going and we are not going to be safe here. Personally I’d feel safer in Puerto Vallarta but I can’t convince him. And considering his central ameican stays I’d even more concerned. California will protect our rights but can not violence.
Just what I need is one more god damn thing to worry about.
I know how Americans think. And I know we are in trouble.
Who knows I might wind up living in Guatemala with his family lol. It’s really beautiful there. But it looks a little boring.
@SFDom415 if you have safety concerns, you should consider moving bro
 
Any new updates brother?
Hey Bros!!

Still training but not doing anything g extra. Kinda lost or changed focus for a minute. I had a couple weeks off From gym vacation etc next month I’m gone for a week then trainer is gone for a week so August is shot. But aside from the usual diet/ belly stuff I look good. Trying a quick cut before Palm Springs a couple weeks no bread minimum sugar etc kinda coasting. ( I made a big pot is pesto fettuccine for hubby on our anniversary (11) and blew me up like a hippo lol.

Not super motivated. Multiple job / shift changes And my “ fwb” …we are super clicking so I’m not out there on the market desperate and searching right now cuz I got a very very nice thing going on. We’re even planning week in Vallarta together in feb. the chemistry is just insane. Even eeting for coffee us intense 🤪🔥🎉🎉🎉
But I also convinced him to hire my trainer.. I said “ just do 90 days and I promise he will snap you into shape.” So his session is right before mine so now instead of being 5 minutes late I’m 15 minutes early😂I’m really proud of him he’s working so hard and Dan is really pushing him ( more weight loss and tighten up not so much straight lifting. ) his shape has already changed so quickly. He’s a chef by trade so his diet is already very clean. he grows a lot of food in his back yard.
It’s just nice to watch someone succeed and be happy with their gains . ( I also told trainer “ tighten up his waist and make than nice booty pop more lol😂😂😂

I resumed the German volume training cuz that gets me the best results. I'm just not focused. Kinda happy kinda melancholy kinda sad just drifting. It’s a life moment. I’ll focus and get to it harder in September.
I’ll post pics here when I get to Palm Springs.

Oh and I ran out of MAST so I’m finishing up the Tren instead
The VAR WIN is great but the dry joints are bothersome

Test/tren/var/win 👍for now

NYC wasn’t great. But the broadway show and the day at Coney Island were good.
That’s all. Everyone good here?
 

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Hey Bros!!

Still training but not doing anything g extra. Kinda lost or changed focus for a minute. I had a couple weeks off From gym vacation etc next month I’m gone for a week then trainer is gone for a week so August is shot. But aside from the usual diet/ belly stuff I look good. Trying a quick cut before Palm Springs a couple weeks no bread minimum sugar etc kinda coasting. ( I made a big pot is pesto fettuccine for hubby on our anniversary (11) and blew me up like a hippo lol.

Not super motivated. Multiple job / shift changes And my “ fwb” …we are super clicking so I’m not out there on the market desperate and searching right now cuz I got a very very nice thing going on. We’re even planning week in Vallarta together in feb. the chemistry is just insane. Even eeting for coffee us intense 🤪🔥🎉🎉🎉
But I also convinced him to hire my trainer.. I said “ just do 90 days and I promise he will snap you into shape.” So his session is right before mine so now instead of being 5 minutes late I’m 15 minutes early😂I’m really proud of him he’s working so hard and Dan is really pushing him ( more weight loss and tighten up not so much straight lifting. ) his shape has already changed so quickly. He’s a chef by trade so his diet is already very clean. he grows a lot of food in his back yard.
It’s just nice to watch someone succeed and be happy with their gains . ( I also told trainer “ tighten up his waist and make than nice booty pop more lol😂😂😂

I resumed the German volume training cuz that gets me the best results. I'm just not focused. Kinda happy kinda melancholy kinda sad just drifting. It’s a life moment. I’ll focus and get to it harder in September.
I’ll post pics here when I get to Palm Springs.

Oh and I ran out of MAST so I’m finishing up the Tren instead
The VAR WIN is great but the dry joints are bothersome

Test/tren/var/win 👍for now

NYC wasn’t great. But the broadway show and the day at Coney Island were good.
That’s all. Everyone good here?
@SFDom415 welcome back to the EVO family bro :) we missed you

you got another show you gotta prep for? :) like a boys show you had in May right
i think sept is a good play for you to get to more

pics of palm springs please bro
 
@SFDom415 welcome back to the EVO family bro :) we missed you

you got another show you gotta prep for? :) like a boys show you had in May right
i think sept is a good play for you to get to more

pics of palm springs please bro
There another Flex muscle party coming up but not obsessed with it so much now. I’m thinking this amazing fwb thing I have now has made less worried about how I look since he thinks I’m amazing apparently lol. And our time together is incredible I mean for real wtf it’s crazy. So I’m not worried about co
Petition out there and I’m relaxed cuz I’m getting g the good stuff weekly. 🤷

But I shouldn’t throw out the work I’ve done and I should still be lifting and bullding and setting goals and making progress anyway. Resuming fasting walks and the 4th day solo work outs.

Lake walk goats!!! Goats are amusing to me.
 

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There another Flex muscle party coming up but not obsessed with it so much now. I’m thinking this amazing fwb thing I have now has made less worried about how I look since he thinks I’m amazing apparently lol. And our time together is incredible I mean for real wtf it’s crazy. So I’m not worried about co
Petition out there and I’m relaxed cuz I’m getting g the good stuff weekly. 🤷

But I shouldn’t throw out the work I’ve done and I should still be lifting and bullding and setting goals and making progress anyway. Resuming fasting walks and the 4th day solo work outs.

Lake walk goats!!! Goats are amusing to me.
Almost paint a vison in your mind and set up the steps to reach that and after keep setting new limits for you to push past. The fact people are taking notice of your progress is a beautiful thing, improve on that and keep working hard.
 
Almost paint a vison in your mind and set up the steps to reach that and after keep setting new limits for you to push past. The fact people are taking notice of your progress is a beautiful thing, improve on that and keep working hard.
I’m sort of resting on my laurels lol. But yes there always work to be down. Ego is the only place where I’m pushed to do more.
If I start looking at all the ego bris abs again the anxiety is gonna be back 😂😂 along with obsession desperation and motivation

I guess I should send my fwb here too. He works really hard he’s not lazy like me and I love seeing him excited with the results. H but he doesn’t use any “ s u p p l I m e n t s of any kind. But that’s ok and I would never push him to.

Oh yeah how are those legs coming Along must be spectacular by now 👍
 
August is shot why... cos you're going away and the trainer is. Or you could get shit done anyway.

August is shot why... cos you're going away and the trainer is. Or you could get shit done anyway.
Yes im gone a week then he’s gone a week and taking off the rest will let me put that pt $ to bills . I’ve neglected. Now I got my fwb🎉 I’m not so desperately concerned about it. I do have two more pool parties though. Actually I’m meeting my 😻 later this morning and I’ll probably get a little pump at planet while he’s with pt and meet up after. I got four hours to get up outta bed and get that done. We only get about two hours together and I wait all week for these two hours and it is a distraction tbh all I think about.
 
those are some cool goats
can you pet them and who is the owner
 
the goats are pretty funny they just look at you and like don't give a shit
they're like don't bother me I'm eating
 
we really missed you man please keep us updated
And most Americans are cool people don't let the few assholes dissuade you
 
never give up in life
and keep fighting the good fight
 
don't get negative and feeling down about yourself
everything will turn out fine there's no reason to stress
 
bro you similar to me we both married but have side ass
look at all the ass you pull, your lucky with that not sure why you worried
 
I’m sort of resting on my laurels lol. But yes there always work to be down. Ego is the only place where I’m pushed to do more.
If I start looking at all the ego bris abs again the anxiety is gonna be back 😂😂 along with obsession desperation and motivation

I guess I should send my fwb here too. He works really hard he’s not lazy like me and I love seeing him excited with the results. H but he doesn’t use any “ s u p p l I m e n t s of any kind. But that’s ok and I would never push him to.

Oh yeah how are those legs coming Along must be spectacular by now 👍
Lol my legs are shit still 😂😂 yeah no time to rest or for complacency always have to strive for the next goal and check it off the list.

Well im glad your happy and getting the attention from the transformation that u had been looking for, key is to always improve.
 
There another Flex muscle party coming up but not obsessed with it so much now. I’m thinking this amazing fwb thing I have now has made less worried about how I look since he thinks I’m amazing apparently lol. And our time together is incredible I mean for real wtf it’s crazy. So I’m not worried about co
Petition out there and I’m relaxed cuz I’m getting g the good stuff weekly. 🤷

But I shouldn’t throw out the work I’ve done and I should still be lifting and bullding and setting goals and making progress anyway. Resuming fasting walks and the 4th day solo work outs.

Lake walk goats!!! Goats are amusing to me.
@SFDom415 those are funny goats bro :)

you training now right? share a bit bro please
 
those are some cool goats
can you pet them and who is the owner
That hill is the front of an earthen dam and the goats keep the weeds down I guess. I don’t j ow who’s they are.
 
Lol my legs are shit still 😂😂 yeah no time to rest or for complacency always have to strive for the next goal and check it off the list.

Well im glad your happy and getting the attention from the transformation that u had been looking for, key is to always improve.
I’m promise your legs do t look as bad as you think. Cuz they were already looking good a coulle
Months ago.
Bet the biceps are amazing
 
Hey Bros!!

Still training but not doing anything g extra. Kinda lost or changed focus for a minute. I had a couple weeks off From gym vacation etc next month I’m gone for a week then trainer is gone for a week so August is shot. But aside from the usual diet/ belly stuff I look good. Trying a quick cut before Palm Springs a couple weeks no bread minimum sugar etc kinda coasting. ( I made a big pot is pesto fettuccine for hubby on our anniversary (11) and blew me up like a hippo lol.

Not super motivated. Multiple job / shift changes And my “ fwb” …we are super clicking so I’m not out there on the market desperate and searching right now cuz I got a very very nice thing going on. We’re even planning week in Vallarta together in feb. the chemistry is just insane. Even eeting for coffee us intense 🤪🔥🎉🎉🎉
But I also convinced him to hire my trainer.. I said “ just do 90 days and I promise he will snap you into shape.” So his session is right before mine so now instead of being 5 minutes late I’m 15 minutes early😂I’m really proud of him he’s working so hard and Dan is really pushing him ( more weight loss and tighten up not so much straight lifting. ) his shape has already changed so quickly. He’s a chef by trade so his diet is already very clean. he grows a lot of food in his back yard.
It’s just nice to watch someone succeed and be happy with their gains . ( I also told trainer “ tighten up his waist and make than nice booty pop more lol😂😂😂

I resumed the German volume training cuz that gets me the best results. I'm just not focused. Kinda happy kinda melancholy kinda sad just drifting. It’s a life moment. I’ll focus and get to it harder in September.
I’ll post pics here when I get to Palm Springs.

Oh and I ran out of MAST so I’m finishing up the Tren instead
The VAR WIN is great but the dry joints are bothersome

Test/tren/var/win 👍for now

NYC wasn’t great. But the broadway show and the day at Coney Island were good.
That’s all. Everyone good here?
@SFDom415 Good to see you back bro.....
 
I’m promise your legs do t look as bad as you think. Cuz they were already looking good a coulle
Months ago.
Bet the biceps are amazing
lets see some training updates bro :) come for the EVO family
 

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Glad to have you back I was actually going to drop you a private message believe it or not to check up on you
That is why I love this community you have a group of people who truly.care about everyone here and they check in on people to make sure they are ok.
 
bro you similar to me we both married but have side ass
look at all the ass you pull, your lucky with that not sure why you worried
You’re always funny lol. Yes I’m much less worried now. And a lot more chill cuz I do get what I want and I get 100 percent positive feedback across the board to be honest so if they’re satisfied then why worry.
Im def stronger but should be doing more cardio though so I don’t have to stop and take a break to catch my breath half way through lol. ( that’s when you just have em sit on top so you can relax huh😂)

How Texas It’s been Hot as fuck this summer out west. 100s 100s 100s all summer
 
lets see some training updates bro :) come for the EVO family
It’s strange because I’m definitely stronger and I get through the workouts and we are resuming the
German volume training style because it seems to be the only thing intense enough to get results ( since I can’t lift really heavy weights the ridiculous number of reps and supersets makes up for that .

But I am so tired and unmotivated. I’m wishing for the excitement to
Hit. 🤷

Just added another 2
Pool 🎉parties though now there’s four ( two clothing optional) plus the week in Palm Springs. And it’s long hot summer this time so I’ll be like a roasted 🐷 pig marinated in coconut oil 🙀
 
It’s strange because I’m definitely stronger and I get through the workouts and we are resuming the
German volume training style because it seems to be the only thing intense enough to get results ( since I can’t lift really heavy weights the ridiculous number of reps and supersets makes up for that .

But I am so tired and unmotivated. I’m wishing for the excitement to
Hit. 🤷

Just added another 2
Pool 🎉parties though now there’s four ( two clothing optional) plus the week in Palm Springs. And it’s long hot summer this time so I’ll be like a roasted 🐷 pig marinated in coconut oil 🙀
@SFDom415 to get over the tired part you gotta be with goals, if we got goals you can push towards them bro :)
 
Nice
 
@SFDom415 to get over the tired part you gotta be with goals, if we got goals you can push towards them bro :)
I gave up my abs goal. Seems like unnecessary effort as far as getting the star stink I want. Nobody cares about abs.🤷
I like my food.
 

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@SFDom415 to get over the tired part you gotta be with goals, if we got goals you can push towards them bro :)
The amount of weight I lift keeps increasing I’m def stronger
The abs goal has gone out the window
 
@SFDom415 training looks good bro
hows your diet? :)
Hit and miss
I haven’t been walking
I haven’t done my day at planet
And diet isn’t total crap It it’s also far from optimal
I’ve been on cloud nine 😈🤪🥰with the fwb and that’s all think about. Probably not the best thing but it’s such nice place to be Everything else seems less important. I’m easily distracted.
 
Hit and miss
I haven’t been walking
I haven’t done my day at planet
And diet isn’t total crap It it’s also far from optimal
I’ve been on cloud nine 😈🤪🥰with the fwb and that’s all think about. Probably not the best thing but it’s such nice place to be Everything else seems less important. I’m easily distracted.
@SFDom415 lets come back to the lifting game bro :)
how about we start some meal prep?
 
THis is great to hear man! Seems like you've been in a funk lately. I'm glad you are happy!
Heading to Palm Springs 4am. Decided to drive. I can’t guarantee I’ll be walking in the oasis canyons cuz it’s gonna be 112-117 degrees but if can get some good pics I will .
Wish my fwb was able to come along.
So
How bad do I have it? Let’s just say I’ve been listing to 70s live songs all weekend l😂 whatever let me enjoy it for a minute.
 

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New York mmmmm
This fiber is good stuff
 

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Heading to Palm Springs 4am. Decided to drive. I can’t guarantee I’ll be walking in the oasis canyons cuz it’s gonna be 112-117 degrees but if can get some good pics I will .
Wish my fwb was able to come along.
So
How bad do I have it? Let’s just say I’ve been listing to 70s live songs all weekend l😂 whatever let me enjoy it for a minute.
@SFDom415 beautiful place man thats nice
New York mmmmm
This fiber is good stuff
fiber on point man :) push more protein
 
your conditioning has gotten a lot better from a year ago
 
how far away is Palm Springs from where you live
 
wow that looks really good man it's such a pretty place it looks like something you'd see on Star Wars of another planet
 
the desert looks pretty cool with the palm trees there
 
I've driven through there before I was going from LA to Vegas
 
that's a beautiful part of the country but I'm sure it's really hot this time of year
 
Heading to Palm Springs 4am. Decided to drive. I can’t guarantee I’ll be walking in the oasis canyons cuz it’s gonna be 112-117 degrees but if can get some good pics I will .
Wish my fwb was able to come along.
So
How bad do I have it? Let’s just say I’ve been listing to 70s live songs all weekend l😂 whatever let me enjoy it for a minute.
California has shuch beautiful places it's unreal.
 
Well. I made it home from Palm Springs. Aside from spending a lot of time in the pool, it was 108-116 everyday and the pool water was like a hot bath.
I spent a lot of time in a deep funk over my fwb. Spent most of this week in bed all day. Trainer is doing a spartan in Hawaii so it’s been a couple weeks of very bad food no lifting and a lot of crying over heartbreak. I just got carried away. It felt really good and I thought I had a new friend and partner in crime so to speak ( and according to him, we do have that) but his life is very busy and mine isn’t. I been wasting away listens to sappy love songs. With angst over knowing this is all it will be. Of course we are both married. He made me feel needed cuz I was delivering what he wasn’t getting from his husband whereas my hubby makes me feel never good enough.
So my body is a wreck. And I don’t get out of bed.
Even though factually nothing has changed.

Meanwhile my source seems to have raised his prices and won’t take Zelle anymore and keeps pushing me to use this bitcoin I do t understand.
I just paid 290 for 1 test 1 anavar 50mg 1 Masteron. Maybe the anavar is expensive

Waiting days for a text that doesn’t come is gut wrenching. I just thought we were gonna be a weekly anything movie, lunch, fuck, whatever

I mean it’s bad if I’m listening to Celine Dione singing “all by myself” I don’t realize how amazing she is btw.
Ch just looks so happy and beautiful when he’s bouncing on it with such unbridled abandon and that makes me really happy to see. But
What it is, is all it can ever be. So tomorrow since I called in sick again. I can either lay in bed wasting away or get up and go for a walk. At the very least and eat some protein.
He told me I’m the only person who gives him pleasure and the only friend he has to have fun with but his situation is very demanding at home.
And that even though he has a short leash I should find more out there.
I’m sharing all
This here just because I don’t have anyone to talk to. I should get up and go walk on the beach in the morning.
And stop playing this song over and over. If I could si g worth a shit I’d sing it to him.

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I do have some pics from PS
The studio had a patio overlooking the pool and Mt San Jacinto
 

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Today
Step one.

I got out of bed.

Step 2
I went to the beach to walk in our typically gloomy coast

step 3 ( I drew his pretty smile in the sand lol)

Step 4
I dragged my ass here to planet fitness and I’m doing a lame workout. But at least I’m here. I’m so out of breathe and out of shape. But I’m here.

I hit up another fwb for a movie later but he’s deciding if he wants to cancel his dinner plans or not. 🤷

I did it take any of the opioid pills or sleeping pills or muscle relaxers today and I did it buy the magic mushrooms 🍄 on the street.
They sell every weekend
 

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Well. I made it home from Palm Springs. Aside from spending a lot of time in the pool, it was 108-116 everyday and the pool water was like a hot bath.
I spent a lot of time in a deep funk over my fwb. Spent most of this week in bed all day. Trainer is doing a spartan in Hawaii so it’s been a couple weeks of very bad food no lifting and a lot of crying over heartbreak. I just got carried away. It felt really good and I thought I had a new friend and partner in crime so to speak ( and according to him, we do have that) but his life is very busy and mine isn’t. I been wasting away listens to sappy love songs. With angst over knowing this is all it will be. Of course we are both married. He made me feel needed cuz I was delivering what he wasn’t getting from his husband whereas my hubby makes me feel never good enough.
So my body is a wreck. And I don’t get out of bed.
Even though factually nothing has changed.

Meanwhile my source seems to have raised his prices and won’t take Zelle anymore and keeps pushing me to use this bitcoin I do t understand.
I just paid 290 for 1 test 1 anavar 50mg 1 Masteron. Maybe the anavar is expensive

Waiting days for a text that doesn’t come is gut wrenching. I just thought we were gonna be a weekly anything movie, lunch, fuck, whatever

I mean it’s bad if I’m listening to Celine Dione singing “all by myself” I don’t realize how amazing she is btw.
Ch just looks so happy and beautiful when he’s bouncing on it with such unbridled abandon and that makes me really happy to see. But
What it is, is all it can ever be. So tomorrow since I called in sick again. I can either lay in bed wasting away or get up and go for a walk. At the very least and eat some protein.
He told me I’m the only person who gives him pleasure and the only friend he has to have fun with but his situation is very demanding at home.
And that even though he has a short leash I should find more out there.
I’m sharing all
This here just because I don’t have anyone to talk to. I should get up and go walk on the beach in the morning.
And stop playing this song over and over. If I could si g worth a shit I’d sing it to him.

To view this content we will need your consent to set third party cookies.
For more detailed information, see our cookies page.
I do have some pics from PS
The studio had a patio overlooking the pool and Mt San Jacinto
Today
Step one.

I got out of bed.

Step 2
I went to the beach to walk in our typically gloomy coast

step 3 ( I drew his pretty smile in the sand lol)

Step 4
I dragged my ass here to planet fitness and I’m doing a lame workout. But at least I’m here. I’m so out of breathe and out of shape. But I’m here.

I hit up another fwb for a movie later but he’s deciding if he wants to cancel his dinner plans or not. 🤷

I did it take any of the opioid pills or sleeping pills or muscle relaxers today and I did it buy the magic mushrooms 🍄 on the street.
They sell every weekend
@SFDom415 awesome to see you on vacation and now back in the grind :) push it hard and train again
 
I think it’s time to look at a new source. I’m getting a little annoyed with my current one.
And I told him I don’t want to use bitcoin cuz I don’t know what it is and I don’t understand it it’s like some underground internet thing that can steal your money run by criminals or shady fucks.

So then he had me go to his “store “ and order the equivalent amount of ordinary products just as a way to make a credit card payment but he got short with me when I was trying to figure that out.
Plus it seems like the prices went up.

Im going to compare some prices on here
 
we want you to definitely succeed keep the updates coming
 
you don't have to worry about someone stealing you're a Bitcoin because after you get it you send it over to the source right away so you're good
 
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