When I first started this journey, I had never stepped foot inside a gym in my life. I’d played netball and swam as a kid, but as an adult, I completely stopped moving. I was over 200kg, struggling with depression, and living on a cycle of smoking, drinking, and—I’m not even joking—zero water intake
.
I knew I needed a change, so I started with the basics: fixing my diet and breaking those habits. Once I saw a bit of progress, I finally built up the courage to walk into the gym. For over three years now, I’ve been showing up on the good days, the bad days, and the days I absolutely hated it.
The Knee Situation
Just as I started gaining the strength and losing the weight necessary to really get into heavy compounds like squats and deadlifts, I hit a massive physical hurdle. I tore the meniscus in my right knee. During the scans for that injury, I found out that I also have osteoarthritis in both knees.
It felt like a cruel joke at the time, but I refused to let it be an excuse. I’ve had to learn how to push myself while being smart about my joints, always looking for that line where I can "push harder" without breaking.
Where I Am Now
Weight: From 200kg+ down to 119kg.
Muscle: More than I ever thought I’d carry
.
Current Support: Tesofensine (daily) and 2mg/week of Retatrutide (or "Ratatouille" as I like to call it
).
The Goal
I’ve been pushing forward for three years, but I feel like I’ve hit a wall. I have the work ethic—I just need the map. I’m looking for a direct path and a plan to follow to see just how far I can really go. I want to keep losing fat, keep building muscle, and keep climbing that steep mountain.
I've attached my journey photos and two body scans from a few months apart. I’m happy to answer questions from all you amazing people.
I knew I needed a change, so I started with the basics: fixing my diet and breaking those habits. Once I saw a bit of progress, I finally built up the courage to walk into the gym. For over three years now, I’ve been showing up on the good days, the bad days, and the days I absolutely hated it.
The Knee Situation
Just as I started gaining the strength and losing the weight necessary to really get into heavy compounds like squats and deadlifts, I hit a massive physical hurdle. I tore the meniscus in my right knee. During the scans for that injury, I found out that I also have osteoarthritis in both knees.
It felt like a cruel joke at the time, but I refused to let it be an excuse. I’ve had to learn how to push myself while being smart about my joints, always looking for that line where I can "push harder" without breaking.
Where I Am Now
Weight: From 200kg+ down to 119kg.
Muscle: More than I ever thought I’d carry
Current Support: Tesofensine (daily) and 2mg/week of Retatrutide (or "Ratatouille" as I like to call it
The Goal
I’ve been pushing forward for three years, but I feel like I’ve hit a wall. I have the work ethic—I just need the map. I’m looking for a direct path and a plan to follow to see just how far I can really go. I want to keep losing fat, keep building muscle, and keep climbing that steep mountain.
I've attached my journey photos and two body scans from a few months apart. I’m happy to answer questions from all you amazing people.
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