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I can never catch up to these bitches. 🤮
I don’t even find most of them attractive to be honest but still. Just five thousand Abs on a boat.
I guess they live on salad and Molly.
I always hated these little twats turning their noses up at me.
But I got some sexy looks now that they don’t have. They be knocking on my door later when their friends aren’t around
Take this as just an observation.
They may live their lifestyle solely to look beach ready all year round. They may barely eat or enjoy life to maintain their body.
If that's what you really want there is no doubt you can get there but will you be happy? Is looking good for guys that aren't your partner that important that you constantly obsess over it?
Again, i don't know you or have any negative intent. It just seems like you are constantly fighting yourself with this.
You look great. In fact better than most guys your age. You care about your body and live a lifestyle that makes you happy. Why have all these negative feelings when you are living a great life? Who gives a fuck about what others think? Surround yourself with people that make you happy and like you for you.
 
Well since im not a great cook I’m going to bring salad for my pot luck dish tomorrow and my fwb ( who is a professional chef yum) is maki g his pasta salad

I buy those salad kit bags. Where everything is in little baggies you cut open and sprinkle on top.

I just dump four of those kits together and bam. Real live home cooked salad🙀I better check the weather up in Sac for tommorw we need a nice hot day for the pool.

Perfect temp 104 humidity 35% winds 10☀️🌴
 

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Tell us more about the gay cruises is that a good place for a straight guy to go to meet women?
 
Some of my gay friends said not to go on the gay cruises because it's full of people just looking to drink and have a good time
 
yeah don't worry about those idiots you be true to yourself
 
even a straight guys have to deal with these cocky sobs some do the other day kick me off a machine because I guess he felt entitled
 
Take this as just an observation.
They may live their lifestyle solely to look beach ready all year round. They may barely eat or enjoy life to maintain their body.
If that's what you really want there is no doubt you can get there but will you be happy? Is looking good for guys that aren't your partner that important that you constantly obsess over it?
Again, i don't know you or have any negative intent. It just seems like you are constantly fighting yourself with this.
You look great. In fact better than most guys your age. You care about your body and live a lifestyle that makes you happy. Why have all these negative feelings when you are living a great life? Who gives a fuck about what others think? Surround yourself with people that make you happy and like you for you.
Well of course you’re right. One, I’m freaked out over aging I’m turning 60 this year. That’s just not acceptable you can’t make it stop and you can’t go back and I don’t like it one bit.
The fact is there are peers of mine intheir 60s who’ve been training for decades who are going to be bigger than me I look invisible next to them. No I can’t relax I live in a constant state of anxiety. That’s why I’ve always liked drugs They give me a break from it.

Ok so I’m a little bloated for the party I still have 6 weeks till the palm springs trip tonget this diet
I wish I could afford the high protein meal delivery things but I can’t.
I just want to be the hot one for a minute. Just for once. But first I need to dry out by noon tommorw so I’m going to pop those winstrol and anavar tabs right now. I have PT at 1130. And he knows I need Bis Tris and chest for tomorrow . I can stop at Planet tomorrow morning on my way to Sacramento. 💪
 
even a straight guys have to deal with these cocky sobs some do the other day kick me off a machine because I guess he felt entitled
The Bros here at evo have given me an entirely new perspective on Bros. So I guess there’s the ones who are pricks and the ones who believe ina supportive gym community.
Inwill say I have never seen that bad behavoir in the gyms I’ve used here. For the most part everyone keeps to themselves with headphones on. And no one has ever reacted badly if I ask how many sets left or are you using this bench. Etc. and kissing by your profile pic ( hot af btw) I can’t imagine someone having the nerve to give you attitude period. They should be bringing the plates to you.
 
Hopefully everyone is having good weather this weekend. I guess I’ll do my fasting walk.
Tonight we have show tickets for Cabaret
Tomorrow I get to spend All day with my fwb.
So it’s going to be a good day no matter what.
I hope you all have fun activities planned. Life is short.
 
You have to train harder and start increasing your weights in the gym if u want to catch up to those other guys in the photos. Don’t waste time doing 20 lb dumbbell deadlifts.
I just do what he tells me to do. Like we do ten sets of 20 reps with thise and super set them another exercise. And I think it’s to avoid injuries. But I’m going to mention this today.

Right now it’s this phase two of something called German volume training With this alternating lift very slowly counting g to five stufff. And everything is ten sets.
I’m going to ask him what’s next after we finish this .🤷
 
Tell us more about the gay cruises is that a good place for a straight guy to go to meet women?
Well of course everyone is welcome. And it depends on the vacation company ( not the actualy cruise line)

There are three main companies. The original RSVP and ATLANTIS ( which now owns rsvp) the newest VACAYA
RSVP is marketed to a diverse crowd so yes there may be some straight women. Atlantis says they are diverse but there marketing is very much gears toward the circuit party boys. These are the guys in the pics. Musclaur party boys who do drugs and have rampant sex lol.
So unless you’re ready to explore being bi it’s probably not the best choice.
Then the new player is Vacaya and the specificity market to the broadest diversity. The whole fucking alphabet. All ages all body types all sexuality , all able and ability challenged etc.
of course expect that guys are going to be looking at you but I like to think people would be respectful as well. So all of these are a good time we tend to party best. That’s all I can promise. There’s bound to be some gay guys who brought their straight girlfriends along.
And there’s tequila involved soooo.

So these companies book the entire ship. They use all the various carriers Virgin Carnival, Royal Carribean, NCL, etc etc. and the staff on board is the cruise company staff.
You can post signs and symbols and decorations and note pads on your cabin door so people can see what you’re looking for. And leave you notes.
Some peole even put like disposable digital cameras outside that you can take your own pic so they can see who you are. I haven’t been in 20 years so tech has changed.

I went ona straight cruise with my dad once I actually won the trip in a contest and didn’t have anyone to take. And he’d never been.
It was kinda dull actually and I was not comfortable being myself. But that’s just me.

That’s all I can tell you. 🤷 you’re very likely to meet a group of gay gays who will hang out as friends and do shore excursions and stuff with you
Most likely on RSVP. Just regular nice people for the most part. But I can’t promise 🍑 lol.
 
Some of my gay friends said not to go on the gay cruises because it's full of people just looking to drink and have a good time.
Girl please. I know those guys. They have their own issues around their sexuality. They are the same ones who look down on the fem boys.
They are bothered by anything other than conformist behavior
.
And god forbid anyone have a good time.
 
Well of course you’re right. One, I’m freaked out over aging I’m turning 60 this year. That’s just not acceptable you can’t make it stop and you can’t go back and I don’t like it one bit.
The fact is there are peers of mine intheir 60s who’ve been training for decades who are going to be bigger than me I look invisible next to them. No I can’t relax I live in a constant state of anxiety. That’s why I’ve always liked drugs They give me a break from it.

Ok so I’m a little bloated for the party I still have 6 weeks till the palm springs trip tonget this diet
I wish I could afford the high protein meal delivery things but I can’t.
I just want to be the hot one for a minute. Just for once. But first I need to dry out by noon tommorw so I’m going to pop those winstrol and anavar tabs right now. I have PT at 1130. And he knows I need Bis Tris and chest for tomorrow . I can stop at Planet tomorrow morning on my way to Sacramento. 💪
This is what i'm talking about. You seem to place higher value in these things than taking care of yourself and learning to love yourself for who/what you are.
That was me in my 20's and 30's. I put way to much into others perception of me and i was very unhappy. Now in my mid-40's i don't give a fuck. I do what works for me and my partner.
I know aging sucks. I'm closer to 50 than 40 and it def weighs on my mind but it will not run my life. I am in better shape now than i was then but it comes with sacrifice.

Maybe i'm way off base here but it just seems you are unhappy and there are 2 ways to fix it.
1-Don't give a fuck about others and live your life for you.
2-If being the sexy/hot one(in their eyes)is what you want than you need to dig deep and sacrifice for it. You need to diet and give up things that make you happy in one aspect to make yourself happy in another.
 
This is what i'm talking about. You seem to place higher value in these things than taking care of yourself and learning to love yourself for who/what you are.
That was me in my 20's and 30's. I put way to much into others perception of me and i was very unhappy. Now in my mid-40's i don't give a fuck. I do what works for me and my partner.
I know aging sucks. I'm closer to 50 than 40 and it def weighs on my mind but it will not run my life. I am in better shape now than i was then but it comes with sacrifice.

Maybe i'm way off base here but it just seems you are unhappy and there are 2 ways to fix it.
1-Don't give a fuck about others and live your life for you.
2-If being the sexy/hot one(in their eyes)is what you want than you need to dig deep and sacrifice for it. You need to diet and give up things that make you happy in one aspect to make yourself happy in another.
Well those seem like terrible choices to have to.make.

It does help to do meal prep. But the chicken I cook grosses me out. I can’t afford steak everyday. If I could cook food that tastes good it would help. I like the frozen dinners but they are high in sodium but easy to grab and go.

Likely I’m just going to maintain what I’ve got and hope for small gradual improvements over time. That’s most realistic. I have to eat food that I like. So that’s that.
 
Well those seem like terrible choices to have to.make.

It does help to do meal prep. But the chicken I cook grosses me out. I can’t afford steak everyday. If I could cook food that tastes good it would help. I like the frozen dinners but they are high in sodium but easy to grab and go.

Likely I’m just going to maintain what I’ve got and hope for small gradual improvements over time. That’s most realistic. I have to eat food that I like. So that’s that.
I get it. It's tough especially when super busy and schedules at work are not consistent. I just hope for you to find balance and true happiness in your life. I still have struggles but i work on them and as the years go on they get less and less.

I use this company sometimes for chicken. It comes pre cooked and is really good and not that expensive. I keep 5lbs in the freezer and use it when i get in a pinch. The jerk is really good.
You can use code "Missy" to get 10%off

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I get it. It's tough especially when super busy and schedules at work are not consistent. I just hope for you to find balance and true happiness in your life. I still have struggles but i work on them and as the years go on they get less and less.

I use this company sometimes for chicken. It comes pre cooked and is really good and not that expensive. I keep 5lbs in the freezer and use it when i get in a pinch. The jerk is really good.
You can use code "Missy" to get 10%off

https://evolutionary.org/?tw_source...bhKOQJoM-ec_zwQkXQ8aE577hf2JgNbhoClNAQAvD_BwE
Thanks I’ll look at this .
 
So I’m almost out of masteron and I have a whole thing of Tren leftover from before so before I order mast what if I just switch from

Test Mast Var Win

To

Test Tren Var Win

I kinda really miss the tren.
 
Please don't take anything i've said as negative or hurtful.
It just seems like you are suffering/conflicted and I, like all of us on her want to see you happy and living the life you want.
Not at all. I’ve been here on evo long enough to know better. I also know that my my moods and attitide are wild affected by my psyche meds .and I’m very forgetfu. I miss doses of all my meds. I don’t even remember which days i j next my steroids twice a week but every week is different. Why dk t I eat my oatmeal when I know it flattens my stomach.. Beciase I forget.
Why do to take all my meds. I forget.
I
Forgot to lay the bills this month and couldn’t figure out why threw a so much money in the checking account lol. My coworker calls it having O.L.D
I got up three hours ago and I’m still standing here just now taking prepping my stack.
And inabent eaten anything. And gym is in an hour. I miss wander around the house all morning. So I’ll feel defeated today and amazkng tomorrow. End of the world , on top of the world. 🤷🤷🤷
But always good right after my PT sessions. 💪
 

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Not at all. I’ve been here on evo long enough to know better. I also know that my my moods and attitide are wild affected by my psyche meds .and I’m very forgetfu. I miss doses of all my meds. I don’t even remember which days i j next my steroids twice a week but every week is different. Why dk t I eat my oatmeal when I know it flattens my stomach.. Beciase I forget.
Why do to take all my meds. I forget.
I
Forgot to lay the bills this month and couldn’t figure out why threw a so much money in the checking account lol. My coworker calls it having O.L.D
I got up three hours ago and I’m still standing here just now taking prepping my stack.
And inabent eaten anything. And gym is in an hour. I miss wander around the house all morning. So I’ll feel defeated today and amazkng tomorrow. End of the world , on top of the world. 🤷🤷🤷
But always good right after my PT sessions. 💪
@SFDom415 we all have those days when we forget bro :) you're not the only one
no problem we keep pushing forward EVO family is here for you

@s.gentz is an amazing evo family bro, he's top gun and loved and respected
 
Don't be so hard on yourself man. You look better than you give yourself credit for. And you should be proud of all the work you put in. Enjoy the party tomorrow!
My upper body is starting to fill out I can see it . Finally and its very satisfying.

I mean look I have all my arms and legs and eyes and ears and I’m healthy with no obstacles.
And I have all my hair. ( more than I know what to do with)
I have a husband and an fwb and an unlimited supply of pretty boys to choose from. And a goid union job with platinum benefits and I own a home in the bay area ( no easy task) I live the California dream best I can. I drive a sexy convertable mx5 I have a personal trainer ( that does keep me in debt) I take a big vacation and at least two small vacations every year. I’ve been jatakjng in the Channel Islands and Tahoe, parasailing in Acapulco partied back stage with my favorite bands. Did the 1980s the way they were meant to be done. I pretty much do whatever I want whenever I want the way that want. In a limited budget but I’m frugal.

So I guess that’s my “ gratitude list” people are saying to do that shit. “ make a gratitude list”
that’s just a portion. So I have been very very lucky. Even while being irresponsible and fucking up many times.

But. I always want the next thing
And I assume it’s because I’m an American and that is what we are trained to do.
Want more. Do more buy more work more
If we all suddenly Decided we were done happy and satisfied I think the entire economy collapse! 😂 we’re going to New York just to see Jinx Monsoon star in Chicago on Broadway.

But yes me and fun sexy fwb are going to have the best time tomorrow absolutely.👍 thank you.

But you know I think about the evo Brit’s constantly cyz I really want everyone to be here to be fabulous abd have fun abd be free.
If more people had more fun and more sex then more if the worlds problems wound disappear. You can’t be mad if you’re eating a hot fudge sundae or having an orgasm right?
So more of that.

Wow I’m really manic today. Ok bye.
 
@SFDom415 we all have those days when we forget bro :) you're not the only one
no problem we keep pushing forward EVO family is here for you

@s.gentz is an amazing evo family bro, he's top gun and loved and respected
You know I’m just doing my crazy circles. Omg I wish you could come to the party tomorrow.
All the Bros crash the pool party.
But
Everyone has to have one margarita and some fried chicken and dessert.
Does look good 👇
 

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Today’s work out.
So we alternate going slow up then going slow down
What sucks is I have this never ending g right shoulder thing. I think he said it’s a tendon that connects like the biceps to the shoulder or something . It a huge pain inthe ass and it holds me back. My right shoulder will be burning on fire while my left side could keep going.

Yes I’m very dramatic lifting weights like I’m dying on stage after being shot. And I don’t care if you’re laughing at me. This slow motion bullshit is hard
 

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You know I’m just doing my crazy circles. Omg I wish you could come to the party tomorrow.
All the Bros crash the pool party.
But
Everyone has to have one margarita and some fried chicken and dessert.
Does look good 👇
looking good VERY strong @SFDom415
no margarita for me but ill eat the chicken lol
 
I was super cranky hubby made us late last minutes to the show. and in the rush I spilled my coke all over the floor in front of our seats so I'm sitting in a sticky mess.

But It's Cabaret and when a 6'2 shredded black muscle man comes out on stage in garters and a corset to open the show you can't really be cranky anymore

Youve all seen cabaret I assume. And if you haven’t you have to see the original with Liza minelli
 
Ok pool party day. Tune to get up and make the salad.
The was good. Wasnt Broadway of course but also a ten minute drive versus a five hour flight.

Besides we are going to NYC in a couple weeks to see Chicago which will be spectacular no doubt. And Jinkx Monsoon will be starring in kne if the leads.

Ok I have to hours to get ready and get on the road. I-80 is a nightmare. So the earlier I leave the better.


Inwill be eating today these guys out ona huge spread so I’m goi g to enjoy it. And I’m not have ing more than two drinks in 5 hours. I have to drive home work early tomorrow

No belly bloat nice and tight and flat thus morning
 

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Ok pool party day. Tune to get up and make the salad.
The was good. Wasnt Broadway of course but also a ten minute drive versus a five hour flight.

Besides we are going to NYC in a couple weeks to see Chicago which will be spectacular no doubt. And Jinkx Monsoon will be starring in kne if the leads.

Ok I have to hours to get ready and get on the road. I-80 is a nightmare. So the earlier I leave the better.


Inwill be eating today these guys out ona huge spread so I’m goi g to enjoy it. And I’m not have ing more than two drinks in 5 hours. I have to drive home work early tomorrow

No belly bloat nice and tight and flat thus morning
@SFDom415 Good updates bro.......
 
@SFDom415 Good updates bro.......
I’m at the party all is well The food is coming out soon They do a big ass spread. I’m going easy Just a little sip of margarita and I’ll eat the proteins and go ez inthe Bm arbs and dessert
I’ll post pics and vids later
 

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I’m at the party all is well The food is coming out soon They do a big ass spread. I’m going easy Just a little sip of margarita and I’ll eat the proteins and go ez inthe Bm arbs and dessert
I’ll post pics and vids later
@SFDom415 those pics looks good but we need to see arms and shoulders at least :)
 
food looks really good I'm glad everybody's having a good time that's what it's all about
Nice time this is a pretty chill low key group it’s not a big circuit party crowd. Moslty a lotta
Old guys just doing what old guys do. Eat, tell
Stories Ask about each others knee surgeries,
I didn’t get the pics of the grass area where the other lawn games were. Tossing those bean bags. And I’m home early. It’s was 104* so the pools felt great and
I got to spend a few hours with my fwb.
I always feel kinda sad when we have to part.
Lonely and melancholy. We have a super crazy chemistry. I can’t be sad. I mean he’s got his husband and their kids and I have my husband and we are lucky to be able to also have this too.

So, after an afternoon of passionately entwined make out sessions by the waterfall in the pool We left the party together and immediately found ourselves stuck in traffic
, ( lane closures… Really CalTrans on a Saturday afternoon? …) him behind me you know, very California romance style, then as we transitioned from the 5 fwy to the 80 fwy It opened up just enough .. ….he gunned his Bright Yellow Charger Daytona into the fast lane …and it growled off into the sunset, leaving me in the number 2 lane, top down, under the hot valley sun as my heart broke just a little bit while Journey’s “Lights” played on the radio.

Felt like high school teen angst again for a minute.

Oh well. 🤷 “ we’ll always have Elverta” Said no one ever.
 
Of course I thought about and talked about Evo Bros all day too and my sweetheart was like
“ do the Bros know about me” And I was like “ of course babe Bros know about everything I do” then babe was like “ let’s take a pic for Bros.” And I was like “babe let’s totally do that” So we did.
Hey Bros 👍🤪🤪🤪

Check out this freaking outdoor kitchen
 

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Photos look great
It was a good day. Nice and hot. But now I’m up at 4am to cover someone’s shift. The morning shifts are miserable. A very long ten hours. I just want to sleep It’s hard to fall asleep I got four hours. I’m too old for this rotating shift work. 7 more years to retirement. 🙀
I didn’t blow the diet at least. With all that food I stuck to chicken ribs a little pasta salad. Fresh fruit and limited dessert to one cookie. I just really need more sleep

I’m
 
sgentz gave you some good advice, i like his perspective its true .. F what others think you be you and be happy
 
here we all strive to be happy but many people never achieve it
 
enjoy it my man that's good to see that it's getting hot you need that nice sun it's good for the crops over there in Napa
 
that's good teamwork you're taking care of someone else at work
 
we love to see you succeed keep it up
 
You work in Hospitality right that's a tough job with some weird hours
Transportation. But yes same thing. Prior to to that yes hospitality
Still literally 43 years of front line “ hi can I help the next person”

I can barely choke the words out anymore. lol.
A lifetime of waiting on other people. No wonder I enjoy my private time as bdsm Dom being serviced worshipped and obeyed and being able to use the belt, flogger, riding crop, leather paddle, hood and gag ( when I’m not in the mood to hear what you have to say 😈) as needed for behavior correction👍
 
A few more party pics. So for those who haven’t been out here, this part if the state, inland from SF is a completely different world. Flat, hot, dry, agricultural, still has its good qualities but for me it’s just so dull and drab and flat and too many cows, flies, mosquitos, magas, etc but it’s nice and hot for a pool party, also if you continue east into the Sierra foothills you’ve got all the mountain rivers for rafting kayaking fishing ( rainbow trout) etc im very lucky to have grown up here with the best of all worlds Hiking camping fishing hunting plus all the cultural exposure I got in SF. I mean Lake Tahoe on one side and the Napa Valley on the other side.
Google pics for “Sand Harbor Tahoe”. It’s amazing
Hopefully my fwb will plan a whitewater rafting trip with me and he also wants us to both take our cars to the track. There’s a raceway near Napa I didn’t know regular people can go there and drive. So we wanna take the Miata and the Charger out there and race around… that’ll be a rush 🙀🙀🙀

The valley is FLAT AF.
The salad I made was a hit. Kale cabbage dried cranberries sunflower seeds etc plus fresh raspberries and a lite raspberry vinaigrette.

Back to the gym tomorrow gotta get four sessions inthis week Next week is the NYC trip. 🎉
 

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bro pool party looks fun, bring some female strippers and let me have them all to myself ha !
Yeh I’m sure you’d have them all to yourself Bros. You need like 2 or 6 ? lol.
Do you rmebwr way back when there were “wet T-shirt contests” That was a thing in the 80s I don’t think those exist anymore. I always wonder how it was a contest. Like how are they determining the winner? Yeh I dont think they do those anymore.
 
Im still looking for my plane ticket but it hasn’t arrived yet?????
Must have been an oversight 🤪 contact your team leader and circle back.
 
You seem to be a wise guy beyond your years
If by wise guy you mean a smart ass lol.
I don’t know how old you are but I can just say once you hit 50 you’re like Fuck all this bullshit and these people And should get a lot of clarity on your goals and dump the rest.
I like pleasure and fun.
You’re not allowed to say that in our culture. Everyone pretending to work hard for capitalism till you drop dead then they replace you with another body.

I’m having my fun. No one on their death bed ever says “ i wish I would have worked more overtime “
Deferring pleasure is a bad idea and a big lie.

Have fun now not later. Why do the French get an entire month off in the summer? Because they won’t tolerate anything less.
Why dint we get that? Puritan work ethic. Those puritans sound like they were miserable people lol.

Don’t pass up a good time
 
that's good teamwork you're taking care of someone else at work
I’m extra board so basically that’s my whole purpose covering vacations etc . I get a schedule I like most of the time, then when people are out I cover their vacations, pto abd sick calls as needed. Overall I get a good sked that flexible. So there are pros and cons to this position. I’ve been with this company for 23 years I have a very good union contract, and very high seniority so I’m in a good spot.

But I am sick to death of working gif a living I’m tired.
 
A few more party pics. So for those who haven’t been out here, this part if the state, inland from SF is a completely different world. Flat, hot, dry, agricultural, still has its good qualities but for me it’s just so dull and drab and flat and too many cows, flies, mosquitos, magas, etc but it’s nice and hot for a pool party, also if you continue east into the Sierra foothills you’ve got all the mountain rivers for rafting kayaking fishing ( rainbow trout) etc im very lucky to have grown up here with the best of all worlds Hiking camping fishing hunting plus all the cultural exposure I got in SF. I mean Lake Tahoe on one side and the Napa Valley on the other side.
Google pics for “Sand Harbor Tahoe”. It’s amazing
Hopefully my fwb will plan a whitewater rafting trip with me and he also wants us to both take our cars to the track. There’s a raceway near Napa I didn’t know regular people can go there and drive. So we wanna take the Miata and the Charger out there and race around… that’ll be a rush 🙀🙀🙀

The valley is FLAT AF.
The salad I made was a hit. Kale cabbage dried cranberries sunflower seeds etc plus fresh raspberries and a lite raspberry vinaigrette.

Back to the gym tomorrow gotta get four sessions inthis week Next week is the NYC trip. 🎉
I was just in San Francisco for a day trip a few days ago. Weather was amazing. Think it ranged from 55-65 while I was there which is a good 40 degrees cooler than where I actually live.
 
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I was just in San Francisco for a day trip a few days ago. Weather was amazing. Think it ranged from 55-65 while I was there which is a good 40 degrees cooler than where I actually live.
Glad you had a nice visit you shoulda hit me up for a drink.
 
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Glad you had a nice visit you shoulda hit me up for a drink.
Well had my wife and kids with me. We went primarily to do the Alcatraz tour which was pretty cool. Second time going to San Francisco. Usually we just go to LA because it’s a little closer. California isn’t perfect t but it sure does have a lot to offer.
 
Well had my wife and kids with me. We went primarily to do the Alcatraz tour which was pretty cool. Second time going to San Francisco. Usually we just go to LA because it’s a little closer. California isn’t perfect t but it sure does have a lot to offer.
LA has so much and I’ve barely explored it after 6 decades here. It never occurs to me to rage a vacation there. I’m usually down there for a concert etc.
as much as I love it up here the truth is I’ve had it with the cold weather.

I’m tired of pretending like a day at the beach is fun while I freeze my ass off in the wind and fog.
SoCal is looking more appealing as I age. And as much as SF is considered a food town… LA has a lot more to offer.
 
LA has so much and I’ve barely explored it after 6 decades here. It never occurs to me to rage a vacation there. I’m usually down there for a concert etc.
as much as I love it up here the truth is I’ve had it with the cold weather.

I’m tired of pretending like a day at the beach is fun while I freeze my ass off in the wind and fog.
SoCal is looking more appealing as I age. And as much as SF is considered a food town… LA has a lot more to offer.
I am always hot so I love it lol. My wife is the opposite and she was wearing 2 jackets when we were there. I definitely agree about the beach though. Don’t think that would be fun at all. Florida was nice because the ocean was warm. The humidity ruins Florida for me though except at the beach. Plus the hurricanes.
 
I am always hot so I love it lol. My wife is the opposite and she was wearing 2 jackets when we were there. I definitely agree about the beach though. Don’t think that would be fun at all. Florida was nice because the ocean was warm. The humidity ruins Florida for me though except at the beach. Plus the hurricanes.
Humidity Hurricanes Poisonous snakes poisonous insects random alligators most deadly lightening strikes . 🌪️
I’ll stick with Palm Springs hot dry and a nice clean swimming pool. 🌴
 
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I seen it twice in two days

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Glad you had fun man

looks like you had a good time and the food wasn't bad at all
I didn’t over eat… I limited dessert to a couple cookies … they had made those Mexican wedding cookies … you know the little round white ones… that shit is good so I had to.

And my sexy fwb is a chef so I ate like a pound of his fresh homemade pesto pasta salad.
 
enjoy it my man that's good to see that it's getting hot you need that nice sun it's good for the crops over there in Napa
It’s been a goid summer. Check out my fwb,s neighborhood so nice in the hills… literally 30 mikes from downtown SF and it’s like this !
 

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So today I had a good work out … this slow motion counting is brutal though
Still super setting two moves with ten sets and alternating slow counting between the pushing and pulling.

Then after gym I went to see my sexy fwb sweetheart and had SO much fun.
I don’t know why but our chemistry is off the charts. Crazy. And ( don’t read any further if you’re not familiar with some things I discuss openly ….) So every time it’s just so hot cuz I give him a hands free. I mean please forgive my ignorance…but honestly i don’t know if straight Bros are aware of the ability to orgasm without touching yourself Just from being fucked… I mean I know some guys let their girlfriends um like … you know what I’m saying? I mean you know men can cum from getting fucked without touching themselves.
And I never know how to talk to straight boys cuz I don’t know what you know or don’t know about certain things and you’re such a mystery to me
I’m guessing you know everything but my point is it’s super hot . I mean your gf can peg you I guess right? I’m just saying everytime we do it he gets there just from me being inside and it’s so amazing just like when you get your gf to that point I guess.

I’m sorry to be ignorant but do straight Bros talk openly about sex to each other. ? Honest to god I don’t know and I always wonder about that🤷
Straight men are a complete mystery to me. I wish they weren’t. But I’m just awkwardly trying to share what a an amazing good time I had with my friend. I’m in a really good mood today after the work out and then post workout fuck session.
Then I was really hungry and thirsty though and wound up at Jack in the box 🙀sorry. I felt so good I didn’t care. 🙀🤪💞😻🍔🍊💪🤷😈 Lift Fuck Eat Nap
happy day.

Ok I have another damn 330 am alarm set for morning shift so I better go to bed. It was a really good day. 🤪
 

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Well the hotel in Manhattan does have a gym for next week but the pic doesn’t show the whole thing so hopefully there are benches and free weights. Or at least a few basic machines.
 
Omg I’m so sad and depressed and alone wtf.

It’ll pass. But now I’m just sitting ina bar in the castro So I’m not by myself.

It’s just the come down after yesterday’s fun. And missing med doses.

I think just miss my fwb.

Oh well. Anyway it’s pride weeken coming up and the NYC trip Monday.
I’ve seen like every movie I’ve run out of movies to killl time with.

maybe there’s some avant- guard foreign film to see
 

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I think it depends on the guy
I grew up in a pretty machoist household, where it was considered weak to talk about your feelings, or talk about things like sex or any of that shit. Crying, or even putting my hands in my pocket would’ve resulted in a beat down with a belt. the only time I’ve cried in the past 20 years is when I had to put my cat and dog to sleep.
Also, I can remember a girl dumping me and crying my eyes out for about five minutes and then I was like fuck it whatever let me go find a new one

A lot of dudes in this industry are fake macho guys who pretend to be all tough and macho, but deep down they’re just insecure bitches I think that’s a big reason why a lot of them are homophobic or worry so much about what other people do in their bedroom because they are incels and can’t get laid. I think they call it being red pilled. And then there’s the ones that work out because they think they’re gonna fight some war When they would shit their pants, if they actually had to go to war

Even though I grew up in a macho type of household, there was zero homophobia ever tolerated. I have zero respect for anybody with that type of mentality that just shows me that you’re a weak and insecure boy still who needs to mature more

But to answer your question I hate the sex topic. I consider it even taboo to bring it up on a first date. I’d rather it just come out naturally overtime and not be something that needs to be talked about upfront. I just think there’s more important things that should be talked about when you’re starting a relationship with someone but that’s just my opinion And also I’m biased because I’m a relationship person I have zero desire to do one night stands or just date for fun. The dating app thing of today is so not my thing I refuse to use any of that shit I only meet people in person to date. i have a friend who has 6 apps and spends half the night on them, and he is NOTHING to ever show for it. he might get a couple dates a month but nothing goes anywhere
 
Omg I’m so sad and depressed and alone wtf.

It’ll pass. But now I’m just sitting ina bar in the castro So I’m not by myself.

It’s just the come down after yesterday’s fun. And missing med doses.

I think just miss my fwb.

Oh well. Anyway it’s pride weeken coming up and the NYC trip Monday.
I’ve seen like every movie I’ve run out of movies to killl time with.

maybe there’s some avant- guard foreign film to see
@SFDom415 there are guys around right? maybe talk to them bro :)
 
I think it depends on the guy
I grew up in a pretty machoist household, where it was considered weak to talk about your feelings, or talk about things like sex or any of that shit. Crying, or even putting my hands in my pocket would’ve resulted in a beat down with a belt. the only time I’ve cried in the past 20 years is when I had to put my cat and dog to sleep.
Also, I can remember a girl dumping me and crying my eyes out for about five minutes and then I was like fuck it whatever let me go find a new one

A lot of dudes in this industry are fake macho guys who pretend to be all tough and macho, but deep down they’re just insecure bitches I think that’s a big reason why a lot of them are homophobic or worry so much about what other people do in their bedroom because they are incels and can’t get laid. I think they call it being red pilled. And then there’s the ones that work out because they think they’re gonna fight some war When they would shit their pants, if they actually had to go to war

Even though I grew up in a macho type of household, there was zero homophobia ever tolerated. I have zero respect for anybody with that type of mentality that just shows me that you’re a weak and insecure boy still who needs to mature more

But to answer your question I hate the sex topic. I consider it even taboo to bring it up on a first date. I’d rather it just come out naturally overtime and not be something that needs to be talked about upfront. I just think there’s more important things that should be talked about when you’re starting a relationship with someone but that’s just my opinion And also I’m biased because I’m a relationship person I have zero desire to do one night stands or just date for fun. The dating app thing of today is so not my thing I refuse to use any of that shit I only meet people in person to date. i have a friend who has 6 apps and spends half the night on them, and he is NOTHING to ever show for it. he might get a couple dates a month but nothing goes anywhere
Oh the apps can be a nightmare.your upbringing sounds overly rough but you survived it. I had more of a hippie kinda upbringing and then of course lived in SF forever so I’m to everyone be really really open like even at the dinner table when you pass the bread please and oh by the way xyz topic.
I don’t really get the incel thing. It doesn’t make sense. I think the internet is literally making prople nut cases.
I appreciate your perspective. I guess across the board everyone is different I’ve always just wondered about how open guts are with each other.

I also notice there are are guys who are super triggered by women having power . I mean it’s not my issue I don’t pay much attention to women. I think the internet is making people really cranky overall.
 
@SFDom415 there are guys around right? maybe talk to them bro :)
I went to a really bad movie that I slept through then to a friends who invited me to eat dinner.
I’m sure the mood is 99 percent from missing med doses. This happens every time. I’m already recovering.
 
I went to a really bad movie that I slept through then to a friends who invited me to eat dinner.
I’m sure the mood is 99 percent from missing med doses. This happens every time. I’m already recovering.
@SFDom415 i see, get back on the meds bro :)
 
Oh the apps can be a nightmare.your upbringing sounds overly rough but you survived it. I had more of a hippie kinda upbringing and then of course lived in SF forever so I’m to everyone be really really open like even at the dinner table when you pass the bread please and oh by the way xyz topic.
I don’t really get the incel thing. It doesn’t make sense. I think the internet is literally making prople nut cases.
I appreciate your perspective. I guess across the board everyone is different I’ve always just wondered about how open guts are with each other.

I also notice there are are guys who are super triggered by women having power . I mean it’s not my issue I don’t pay much attention to women. I think the internet is making people really cranky overall.
the incel thing is easy to figure out

guys in their teens and 20's have a tough time in the dating world. females have the upper hand. the ratio of single males to females is slanted in the females favor at that age and made worse by the societal norm of females wanting to date older. so a 20 year old female dating a 30 year old male is acceptable, but a 20 year old male with a 30 year old female is made fun of. can you imagine a 30 year old female going out with her friends and tagging along a 20 year old? wouldn't fly well. a 20 year old male is screwed because girls his age aren't interested in them so you have a very small pool of low end women who will cheat on you and play games with you and treat you like shit. i went through that bigtime but put up with it.

what happens is they start hating women, its made worse by red pilling on the internet as you said. once they get into their 30's and 40's it gets worse if they have no money or education. but it gets way better if you do. so the incels get more and more angry when they see the nerds/dorks with money/education getting hot women but they can't get a girl. not only do they start hating women more and more, but now they hate other more successful guys.

as we get older the ratios change. a 60 year old man is gonna have a much larger pool to date then a 60 year old women. so now you get sort of the opposite effect where you get angry older Karen's. i always tell dudes in their 20's to CHILLAX. 20 year old chicks will treat you like dirt as a straight man because THEY CAN. pay it no mind because as you get older the ratios start changing. there are so many amazing 40 or 50 year old chicks who are amazing to be with who can't find a good guy cause the pool shrinks fast. they've been through the bs and now know how to appreciate a good dude.

not sure if the ratios are similar in the gay community, i don't think it is. i know the lesbian divorce rate is VERY high but among gay males the divorce rate is much lower. that i attribute to women saying the wrong thing to their spouse and they holding onto it, feelings get permanently hurt.. lots of arguements.. i had lesbian neighbors a few years back and EVERY morning they would sit outside and just nag and argue for an hour with each other. with males they just forget about it the next day and are good.
 
the incel thing is easy to figure out

guys in their teens and 20's have a tough time in the dating world. females have the upper hand. the ratio of single males to females is slanted in the females favor at that age and made worse by the societal norm of females wanting to date older. so a 20 year old female dating a 30 year old male is acceptable, but a 20 year old male with a 30 year old female is made fun of. can you imagine a 30 year old female going out with her friends and tagging along a 20 year old? wouldn't fly well. a 20 year old male is screwed because girls his age aren't interested in them so you have a very small pool of low end women who will cheat on you and play games with you and treat you like shit. i went through that bigtime but put up with it.

what happens is they start hating women, its made worse by red pilling on the internet as you said. once they get into their 30's and 40's it gets worse if they have no money or education. but it gets way better if you do. so the incels get more and more angry when they see the nerds/dorks with money/education getting hot women but they can't get a girl. not only do they start hating women more and more, but now they hate other more successful guys.

as we get older the ratios change. a 60 year old man is gonna have a much larger pool to date then a 60 year old women. so now you get sort of the opposite effect where you get angry older Karen's. i always tell dudes in their 20's to CHILLAX. 20 year old chicks will treat you like dirt as a straight man because THEY CAN. pay it no mind because as you get older the ratios start changing. there are so many amazing 40 or 50 year old chicks who are amazing to be with who can't find a good guy cause the pool shrinks fast. they've been through the bs and now know how to appreciate a good dude.

not sure if the ratios are similar in the gay community, i don't think it is. i know the lesbian divorce rate is VERY high but among gay males the divorce rate is much lower. that i attribute to women saying the wrong thing to their spouse and they holding onto it, feelings get permanently hurt.. lots of arguements.. i had lesbian neighbors a few years back and EVERY morning they would sit outside and just nag and argue for an hour with each other. with males they just forget about it the next day and are good.
I have to get to work but briefly..

Lesbians are a completely different animal that no one understands.

I think it’s a miracle that straight people manage to get tighter at all because from I’ve seen my whole men and won dknt even like each other.
They spend the entire time wanting to H.S. out with their freinds not their spouses. And they all complain about the other side constantly. But I’m sure it’s just talk.
Gay men are all over the place with their ages and types and there is no one standard. We do have it easier in that sense. Since we were never accepted and still aren’t by most of America we just make our own rules wknce they are gonna hate us anyway.
But we are free to mix as we please among ourselves without expectations from peers for the most part. I’m 59 and get on by 20-70 yo and I can show up at a party with one and other than the usual mandatory gay judgments ( we always have to comment) really everything is acceptable
 
So I got home last night and weighed in at 198 lol. Way in the wrong direction.

At this point I’m not even going to worry about. I’ve been a pig eating whatever and I I still look good enough.
have a lot going on and I eat to feel better. 🤷🍔🍟

I feel best during and after gym. And with my bf.
He’s suppose to start PT with my PT this week.
And we can, when possible, be workout partners too. 💪
 

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I challenge you to a week of not looking in the mirror.
Considering I just stepped out if a meeting to use the restroom and stopped to take off my shirt in there to loook in the mirror I’d say
Impossible.
Co side ring I never had muscle my entire life and I’m finally getting there, more progress I see the more I’m going to just stare at it.
I’m a little disappointed the adult video studio I applied to only responded with a “ we’ll call you if we need more info” but at least I applied. Maybe by next summer.
 
Considering I just stepped out if a meeting to use the restroom and stopped to take off my shirt in there to loook in the mirror I’d say
Impossible.
Co side ring I never had muscle my entire life and I’m finally getting there, more progress I see the more I’m going to just stare at it.
I’m a little disappointed the adult video studio I applied to only responded with a “ we’ll call you if we need more info” but at least I applied. Maybe by next summer.
have you had a chance to talk to Inked the pornstar? he hasn't been around in a week or two but its worth a shot, maybe he can call up some of his connections
 
have you had a chance to talk to Inked the pornstar? he hasn't been around in a week or two but its worth a shot, maybe he can call up some of his connections
I had sent a dm But no response.

One thing I realized while doing the app is they wanted all your social media presence. Only fans etc and when this company’s started it was local and had a lot alternative types was different from the big studios.
But now I’m gathering they want guys who can bring their followers along. Also the types of guys in the website has changed since their humble beginnings and there is a more I’d say non white guy vibe. Which happens to be in demand.
 
So I got home last night and weighed in at 198 lol. Way in the wrong direction.

At this point I’m not even going to worry about. I’ve been a pig eating whatever and I I still look good enough.
have a lot going on and I eat to feel better. 🤷🍔🍟

I feel best during and after gym. And with my bf.
He’s suppose to start PT with my PT this week.
And we can, when possible, be workout partners too. 💪
@SFDom415 as long as you look good thats #1 bro :)
 
@SFDom415 as long as you look good thats #

as long as I have to keep getting up for work at 330am everything’s going to shit. Diet gym all of it. I’m walking around with 3 hours sleep. But tomorrow I can get back to the gym. So weird how that completely changes how I feel afterward.
I never thought I’d look forward to lifting but now it’s the time I feel best🙀 I guess that’s a kind of progress

That reminds me I happen to come across a radio interview on NPR last night driving home. It was some guy who wrote a book called swole
Very good interview. They covered so many things about lifintg and todays bodybuilding versus old school and social
Media and expectations And whether to focus on the goals or focus on the process the expectations and pressure on young men today, and just a bunch of interesting stuff. Gym fears Bro intimidation, supportive gym culture ( how people find out that often the bros they are intimidated by turn out to be the nicest most supportive people in there, etc etc
a way it was good listening.

Mmm NY I like NY and ribeye.
 

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as long as I have to keep getting up for work at 330am everything’s going to shit. Diet gym all of it. I’m walking around with 3 hours sleep. But tomorrow I can get back to the gym. So weird how that completely changes how I feel afterward.
I never thought I’d look forward to lifting but now it’s the time I feel best🙀 I guess that’s a kind of progress

That reminds me I happen to come across a radio interview on NPR last night driving home. It was some guy who wrote a book called swole
Very good interview. They covered so many things about lifintg and todays bodybuilding versus old school and social
Media and expectations And whether to focus on the goals or focus on the process the expectations and pressure on young men today, and just a bunch of interesting stuff. Gym fears Bro intimidation, supportive gym culture ( how people find out that often the bros they are intimidated by turn out to be the nicest most supportive people in there, etc etc
a way it was good listening.

Mmm NY I like NY and ribeye.
@SFDom415 i like the steaks bro :) you try to eat more meat and thicken up

today bodybuilding is not like the vet days bro
 
man if I lived in California I would be barbecuing every single day the weather is beautiful
 
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