Hey everyone,
I'm 29 years old, sitting around 160–165 lbs., and I’m looking for some honest guidance as I step back into the fitness world ideally for good this time.
A bit about me: I’m a former service member, and like many vets here can probably relate to, transitioning from a military environment to civilian life really took a toll mentally. I've struggled with PTSD, low energy, and loss of purpose over the last couple years. The structure and intensity of military life gave me a mental clarity I’ve had a hard time finding since.
Back in 2022, I tried to make a serious return to the gym again because I needed a change after a few years being away. I was pushing myself hard too hard, in hindsight training 6 months straight without rest days (2hr a day). The results were incredible, and mentally I felt better than I had in a long time, however I was smoking a shit load of weed and was told I looked great by my roommates wife nonstop so I think a lot of it was just "placebo" however I do know I gained a decent amount of muscle but just was never satisfied with how big I looked like I wanted more. Unfortunately, I nearly tore my MCL during that push and had to stop. Since then, I’ve been stuck in a rut and haven't been back to the gym at all but depression kicked in then life and all got in the way, so it stopped me all together.
Now, I’m ready to start again but I want to do it right this time. I’ve been considering TRT through TRT Nation (something like 200mg test weekly) and incorporating HCG to preserve fertility and avoid testicular atrophy. I'm not trying to go full blast-and-cruise right away. My main goal is to restore my old form and build on it intelligently high energy, improved mood, muscle recovery, and looking/feeling sharp again. I mean I'd love to look maybe 3-4 times bigger than what I was.
However, I’ve seen people stack things like:
My overall goals are rebuilding muscle mass and strength from past gym years, enhance mood and mental clarity, improve energy and sleep, maintain healthy libido and testicular function (hence considering HCG), minimize risk of joint issues (MCL) and chronic inflammation, be able to lift 2x what I was and look 3/4 times bigger than what I was.
Questions I’d appreciate help with:
Thanks in advance — and for those who’ve served, thank you as well.
Let’s build it back better.
Edit: For meal plans and all I was going to do 3100 calories, 85-90g fat, 350-355g carbs, 220-225g protein. which is what I was eating back when I was stationed in South Korea and know I can put some weight on quick if I eat it correctly and work out.
I'm 29 years old, sitting around 160–165 lbs., and I’m looking for some honest guidance as I step back into the fitness world ideally for good this time.
A bit about me: I’m a former service member, and like many vets here can probably relate to, transitioning from a military environment to civilian life really took a toll mentally. I've struggled with PTSD, low energy, and loss of purpose over the last couple years. The structure and intensity of military life gave me a mental clarity I’ve had a hard time finding since.
Back in 2022, I tried to make a serious return to the gym again because I needed a change after a few years being away. I was pushing myself hard too hard, in hindsight training 6 months straight without rest days (2hr a day). The results were incredible, and mentally I felt better than I had in a long time, however I was smoking a shit load of weed and was told I looked great by my roommates wife nonstop so I think a lot of it was just "placebo" however I do know I gained a decent amount of muscle but just was never satisfied with how big I looked like I wanted more. Unfortunately, I nearly tore my MCL during that push and had to stop. Since then, I’ve been stuck in a rut and haven't been back to the gym at all but depression kicked in then life and all got in the way, so it stopped me all together.
Now, I’m ready to start again but I want to do it right this time. I’ve been considering TRT through TRT Nation (something like 200mg test weekly) and incorporating HCG to preserve fertility and avoid testicular atrophy. I'm not trying to go full blast-and-cruise right away. My main goal is to restore my old form and build on it intelligently high energy, improved mood, muscle recovery, and looking/feeling sharp again. I mean I'd love to look maybe 3-4 times bigger than what I was.
However, I’ve seen people stack things like:
- Test E/C @ 200–250mg
- Primobolan E @ 100mg
- Mast Prop @ 100mg
- NPP @ 150mg
My overall goals are rebuilding muscle mass and strength from past gym years, enhance mood and mental clarity, improve energy and sleep, maintain healthy libido and testicular function (hence considering HCG), minimize risk of joint issues (MCL) and chronic inflammation, be able to lift 2x what I was and look 3/4 times bigger than what I was.
Questions I’d appreciate help with:
- Would a simple 200mg Test + HCG cycle be a solid start?
- Is there any value in adding something mild like Primo early on, or should I stick to Test only for my first run?
- Any vet-specific feedback from those who’ve used gear for both physical and mental recovery?
- What’s the best long-term path if I’m open to cruising with occasional mild blasts down the road?
Thanks in advance — and for those who’ve served, thank you as well.
Let’s build it back better.
Edit: For meal plans and all I was going to do 3100 calories, 85-90g fat, 350-355g carbs, 220-225g protein. which is what I was eating back when I was stationed in South Korea and know I can put some weight on quick if I eat it correctly and work out.
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