Hello everyone. I came off the testosterone 15 days ago. I felt that the benefits were lower than the side effects I was experiencing
Feeling terrible right now because I think that my body is not making any testosterone. I felt so bad when I was in the restaurant and there was a big dude with a shirt "Old school bodybuilder" and he was drinking beer one after another and eating everything he wants. I understood that it would not be possible for me because my BP would just explode.
Problems that I faced while on testosterone (even small doses)
Randomly high blood pressure readings even when having cardio and eating a low sodium diet. Had some mental problems hopping on Telmisartan at 30 years old even when my BP reading was high.
Random sleep problems. (This is the biggest one) Just could not sleep. Tried many things. Felt just too wired up all the time and my eyes could not shut. Always calling to my job that I'm sick and could not function properly because of running every day on 1–2 hours of sleep or no sleep at all. Starting to have blue circles under my eyes and having trouble even to do daily tasks or going to the gym.
When the honeymoon phase wore off I just felt kind of normal and not awesome anymore. I was just left with side effects. Week 7–8
I was scared of doing boxing or proper cardio because I started to have random heart palpitations. Like a random beat here and there. I started to be scared of dying combined with sleep deprivation.
Constantly avoiding every food because it has salt in it and I felt I could not enjoy life or do normal things anymore like going to sauna or drinking beer without consequences or causing problems to my heart.
My hair seemed much more thin than before. Might be that I was just imagining it. (Don't know)
Felt that I got sick more easily and more often than I normally would.
Now I"m trying to get my natural testosterone production back . I will start to tske Clomid in few days and hope that helps .
I just came to the conclusion that my quality of life got
worse than before while on testosterone